Alone again in this empty house,
my mind wondering endlessly.
My heart torn between the two,
one a friend, the other a lover.
Both could please me!
This friend, handsome, funny, and full of life,
but yet why am I so torn?
The lover, passionate and deep with eyes so intense,
but to which one should my heart open the door?
This fear of pain follows me around
from years of all the hurt I've seen,
but how can my heart open a new door?
Can it truely trust anothers love for me?
My lover fullfills things I have longed for,
emotions and laughter I didn't know I missed.
My friend, sweet, kind, easy to talk to and share things with.
These boys have me thinking about them constantly.
I'm crazy for these guys, why cant I just pick?
It all seems so surreal now,
both always on my mind,
both with pieces of my heart.
If I only had some sort of sign!
Copyright ©2006 MKH
