I remember when i use to have terrable fridays all the time when i was like 19 i never wanted to leave the house cause there was nothing to do or me and my friends made plans but they bunk out on me...and go do some thing else without inviting me...but well that goes to show me i know who my real friends are but ne ways its friday and i hope that i have fun!! cause yeah i dunno how long more my little great happy time well lastuntil im back down in my little black hole of nothingness...id hate to say that but i have this continuis feeling that im gonna be sad again..i dont really want to but if thats the way it has to be then ok bring it on...but not for a long time please let it last as long as it can cause im lovin it!! being embraced....held close to another warm body feels so good....just alittle longer...please...i could sleep there forever..hes my greatest sin...and i never want it to end...
