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created on 11/15/2008  |  http://fubar.com/freds-writings/b259588

life is a bitch !!!

 

@ Life is a bitch

Sometimes you awake with an itch

Especially when the one you need

Reveals that there’s another in her life

Sometimes you wonder…

why does life have to be a bitch

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There’s no real answers, none that you’ll find

You might as well have a cane and be covering your eyes

For no matter how hard you look…really you won’t see

You’re just like the man down the street…blind

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The others might snicker and laugh behind you back

What’s more important though ,them or you in the sack

Neither you think to yourself…none of that counts at all

Who the hell are you kidding…yourself…you fucking fool

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It’s been ages since you got laid and you can’t figure out why

You brush your teeth ,clean under your arms…your feet don’t stink

Your ass is clean, at least you hope so…never seen it yet…

But you try everyday as soon as you get up to simply please others

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When is it your turn, when so you get pleasure in this freaking life

They say “ life is short , live it to the fullest” but I can’t if I have no one

No one to lean on , to trust, to ask questions about this fucking life

Don’t be shocked and don’t be fooled by the words in what I wrote

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That’s all they are….only words…they don’t show my true feelings

Plus you wouldn’t know anyway even if I wrote them down…

There’s always another path to take but it’s the fucking starting over

That sucks and we all know the feeling…“where the hell do I go now ???”

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No one cares, not the way I do, damn it I try and show all respect

I try to be on my best behavior…okay most of the time anyway

But none of that is any help whatsoever to me…I’m still fucking lost

So if we meet upon the same trail, looking for…whatever…

Maybe we can be the catalyst to help each other along life’s path

Remember…no matter what or where…LIFE IS A FUCKING BITCH !!!

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Authored and copyrighted by: John F. Hampton September 1, 2009

Not for anyone else like I normally do but for myself this time…fuck it !!!

Life is a bitch !!!…Life is a bitch !!!…Life is a bitch !!!…Life is a bitch !!!…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


"I'd Like To Think"
i'd like to think...that beautiful blue morning you smiled
i'd like to think...that you were with a friend that day
i'd like to think...that as you learned of the peril ...
you were able to be in peace...
i'd like to think...that as the fire reached around you...
you heard the word of your LORD...
i'd like to think...that as the towers finally gave way...
whatever your last action was...you felt the arms of angels...
i'd like to think...that you know we will never forget you...
i'd like to think...the reason no bodies were found...
was because the "Lord " reached out with "His army of angels
to take you to the Heavens above...
i'd like to think...that there was no pain
i'd like to think...you are still watching over us...
i'd like to think...i could wake up tomorrow
and this never would of happened
authored and copyrighted by : John F. Hampton 9/11/2008
for all the souls lost that day...also for their families
my deepest thanks you's go out to all of NYFD and NYPD
all doctors ,EMT's and all that helped know they are welcomed

A Friends Passing !!!

 

 

 

 

 

today at approx 4:30 pm a dear friend...Beth/Glitter passed away from cancer...

some of you might of known her from yahoo when we had the 40's room open...

she was always there and even close to the end from her hospital bed she would

be online when possible on one of our DJ's radio station every sunday,tuesday

and thursdays (?) so as i pass this along i wanted to add a few poems i have

written for her and all cancer victims...rest in peace doll !!!

 

 love and tears @
      

 

today as i cried a tear fell
and as i walked along a path
i crossed a creek of life
into that creek my tear fell


as it mixed with the waters
it flowed away pure and sweet
and mingled with the rest
no more to be alone


tears have a way of cleansing
more then the soul and the heart
it'll never let us be far away
it'll never let us be apart


though the tears might fall
we are strong for you
and gather around you now
look around it's your friends


fears are a way out if we must
but they won't settle the soul
we only have to ask of the "one"
He'll truelly satisfy our heart


tears fell from heaven this morning
soaking this world we call life
stunned as we stood there
asking why Oh Lord why !!!


authored and copyrighted by: John F.Hampton
april 21, 2009   8:20 P.M.

 


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In A Garden @


in a garden there
grows a rose
that has blossomed
from a seed
a seed that some said
was no good
a seed that bloosomed anyway

as the petals grew
they turned color
first they were of white
for purity
then they turned to a yellow
yellow for friendship

in years to come
they would again turn
only this time
to a crimson red
like a bleeding heart
she was and her heart
she poured out

so next time you see a rose
or even if you see a seed
don't ever think that
that seed doesn't need help

under all the beauty
it's just like us
trying to reach out
and trying to touch all

this rose has a name
but i won't mutter hers
she knows we care
in all her beauty
there is no shame

as i hold the petals
i'll often wonder
would she of cared
if i hadn't of metal'd(sp)

a friend was she
even when things
in her life were grey
she'd still make you smile
no matter...whatever she'd say

so stay for a while
and listen to us
we're friends dear one
friends cross the miles

stay for a while we ask
for we need your smile
we're here for you strong
no matter how long

reach out and take my hand
let me comfort you
it wasn't long ago
that you stole
my heart

 

authored and copyrighted by: John F. Hampton
april 6,2009   8:15 P.M.
for a near and dear friend "Our Beth"
May the Lord bless and keep you strong...
you're in my prayers,thoughts and heart always !!!
@};-keep smiling and keep that pretty little chin up@};-
love you...later...fred/john...muuuaaah and hugs !!!

 

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A New Star @

 

i could sit here and cry
a thousand tears or more
for a dear friend is gone
never more to be here

she made us laugh at silly things
even if we didn't want to
this was her gift to us
her happiness she would bring

now there's a void in our world
what shall we do without you
look to the heavens and count the stars
look there's a new one tonight

your light shines bright
as it ever did here on earth
you took with you
a piece of our heart

so forever i'll see you
somewhere way out there
in the blue nights above
always remembering
when you were here

the world's a little colder
and a little darker too
but with your star shining bright
i'll watch for your light

go home and rest now dear friend
no more to think of us here
someday we'll meet again i'm sure
you'll be standing there waiting
when heaven opens her pearly gate
and it's my time to go home

authored and copyrighted by: John F. Hampton
April 21,2009 for a dear friend Beth/Glitter
"with tears in my eyes...i keep asking why !!!"
God Bless you and Rest In Peace Now Dear Beth !!!
@};-keep smiling and keep that pretty little chin up@};-
love you...later...fred/john...muuuaaah and hugs !!!

 
 
 
 
 
 

APRIL 21, 2009 AT APPROXIAMETLY 4:30 P.M. BETH/Glitter
passed away from cancer...this is (?) about the sixth
person i've known on here or in real life to pass from
cancer in the past two years or so...terrible void again !!!
Beth we will all miss you...you were a pleasure to know !!!
May you rest in the arms of the "Almighty" forever at peace !!!
never good-bye...always later...until we meet again...love ya !!!

 

 

 

 

try again !!!

a dedication to "the ladies" once again i just finished watching a movie...yeah it was another of what my son in law would call a "chick flick"...for some reason...if they are about real life...not the goofy ones i seem to enjoy them and i think it's all because i love women as a whole...everything about them is a pleasure...they have grace...independence...social skills and what about us guys...lol...we sit around picking...ok enough of that crap...on with the story... the movie was entitled "In The Land Of Women" and it really shocked me....first off... my girl Meg Ryan plays a character in it to the tee and Adam Brody (i believe) was the young male lead...he comes from L.A. after his actress girl dumps him...he is a writer...right off i liked it there...lol...only 26 years old and dumped he decided to go to Michigan to live with his granma. she is none other then Olympus Dycockas... granma is on meds...some kind of depression meds and she is convinced she will die very soon...her granson shows up at her doorstep and he (nor could i) believe the filth she was living in...she hasn't eaten in days...looks terrible and is very cranky and not afraid to tell anyone off...lol...long story short...her granson cleans up the place for her and during one of his walks outside one day...meets Meg...become pals and the part that shook me most (well 2 parts) was when Meg finds out she has breast cancer...they have to operate and do the "M" thing...can't think to spell thru tears right now...anyway...Meg tells Adam that her hubby has been cheating on her and they have their secrets...then Meg goes thru hell when she has what is known as "Neutropenic Fever" which is when the white blood cells drop below normal and there is a very good chance of infection and possibly death..this is caused by the chemo... luckily Megs oldest daughter walks in the door and finds her on the floor puking from the chemo therapy....the daughter tries to reach her dad but he just so happens to not be there...she some how gets her mom to the hospital and then the dad walks in just as the nurse is telling them this...in the meantime the 26 yr old across the street keeps calling his "ex" and she is "wasted"....the ending i will not give away because it is very dramatic and i felt as if it was happening to me...again....all over once more !!! i'm writing this and dedicating it to all women...whether you are my friend or not... to the few i had the pleasure of knowing and who passed away from breast cancer and to hope for all the rest and God bless !!! @thru her eyes i have seen the beauty of a woman i have seen it as it was drained once a young and beautiful blossom now the petals have turned colors and they fall so tenderly to the ground once the warmth of her heart now there's cold from inside there was love deep inside show me once more w here your love resides smile a smile that means the world show one more time the grace let's see the twinkle in your eyes let's see the beauty on your face let me hold the hands that held me hold you tight as you did at night never once thought of yourself the beauty all the time wasn't in your face the beauty was from your soul let me hold you as you let go @authored and copyrighted by: John F. Hampton December 11, 2008 12:20 A.M. "this is for you Tina" "for all my friends that just so happen to be ladies" @ "may your days be as cheerful as you make others" (JFH)

for Tina

A MOTHER'S HEART Though the words aren't always spoken and at times all is a mess Lord knows where a young man's thoughts are they're always wishing her the best and whom am i speaking of none other than his mother for there truely is no other who could steal away his heart no matter how tall or far away he roams always he knows where's best none other than at home at home with Mother dearest so if a young man wanders and leaves your house and home it won't too long before there will be that call... "hello Mother" and absence they say makes the heart fonder there will always be that bond a bond never to be broken a bond forever to hold in his Mother's hands mold so smile while the bags are being packed and he's getting ready to roam he's only looking to find a place he wants to call his own soon Mom he'll be calling and asking you to visit how soon you'll come and inspect it for he knows you're worried about him and he is also about you while you two are apart remember this young man's heart will forever be "your little boys heart" authored and copyrighted by: John F.Hampton November 15 ,2008 @ 2:45 P.M. for a dear friend Tina...you're never alone !!! have a fantastic day...wink...wink !!! @};-...keep smiling and keep that pretty little chin up...@};- love you...later...fred/john...muuuaaah and hugs !!! ps: now smile and be proud of Dakota and yourself for doing such a terrific job !!! pps: are you smiling yet doll or do i have to sing that song for you again...lol !!!

angels on earth

Theresa... Maria was absolutley beautiful...along with her sister Matti... i just read your blogs and i was filled with tears... thank you for sharing such beautiful moments with us... Maria lived those 18 hours so Matti could remember her through you and her aunt...everytime you look in Matti's eyes also see her sister...God bless you and your family... even though you don't know me...i will be leaving you a poem especially for you have a fantastic day...wink...wink !!! @};-...keep smiling and keep that pretty little chin up...@};- love you...later...fred/john...muuuaaah and hugs !!! @TWO HEARTS...ONE LOVE There were two heartbeats and both were born they both were beautiful and yea were adorned though one's time wasn't long in this world of ours in those eighteen hours a true bond was born then the angels came to call her and her sister cried too no matter how long she'll always be with you two written and copyrighted by: John Hampton November 15,2008 1:30p.m. for a precious soul found on yahoo 360!!! May God bless you and your family !!! you're always in my prayers,thoughts and heart !!! i'd be proud to be a friend !!!
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