I've always believed that things happen in my life for a reason. People come and go for their purpose. I may not always understand or know what that is, just the same as I enter people's lives. I have encountered a situation recently that has blown me away and it just baffles me to no end. The more I think of it the more I am amazed at the similarities and if fate is not stepping in in some form then I am just being too over analytical as usual.
I guess I should explain a little.
I have a friend I have seen on and off coming up on 2 years end of June. Tried to walk away completely a couple of times, but like a drug, only manage to abuse again. Just the same, no matter how psychotic I may get lol, he doesn't turn away completely either, he comes around again too. So I would say it's a two way street.
We don't see each other all the time, sometimes we go for a couple months or so with out seeing each other. We both say we don't want the whole commitment thing, but yet we are both on other dating sites. Funny thing is, I swear we are in each others online life as in every site the other is in.
Here is my freak out part.
In December, I got a new Boss. No big deal right.. But it is. It has thrown my "Friend" in to my everyday life more than ever. It is as if I had been given some sort of symbol to not let him fade away out of my life or give up on what ever it is that is going on between us. You see, here is the thing. My Boss has the same initials as my Friend. My Boss's Bday is the day before my Friend, My Boss's wife is the same sign as myself. How uncanny is that?
I've always felt there's is something strong about my friend that I can't pin point nor shake and it is driving me nuts. I guess time will reveal what the purpose is why we have been put in each others lives.
