I am losing ground,
my grip on reality slips.
I would scream but I cannot find the words.
I keep it inside.
I pray for you to come.
To feel your wing protect and guild me.
But I don't.
My deliverance is rejected.
I am close to giving up,
I have lost my faith in you.
Too often the words were hallow.
The deed only to please you.
I am turned upside down, with the world.
The weaker of the two of us.
Is the one stronger to hang on.
But I don't.
I let go. and take to the air.
Arms wide open into the black abyss of nothing.
My searching for a sign in the nothing,
is a leap of faith,
but away from you.
you have nothing to complain about,
you could do without me,
you'll live with out me, and I take my advice,
to get along without you.
And at the moment of knowning,
I grow my own wings.
Seconds before the landing.
I am my own hero.
I am my something above, my own faith.
I have faith in me,
and you have been found wanting.