i never felt this type of pain
remembering how we use to dance in the rain
we walked all through town holding hands
trying to sing along to all our favoite bands
at those moments life was simply bliss
everytime we shared that special kiss
every day was worth that long walk
just so we can sit on your porch and talk
then there was that fearful night
you called and i rode to be your shining knight
riding as fast as i possibly could
ducking and dodging all through the wood
praying to god that you were okay
thinking when i arrived theyr'd be blood to pay
showing up and realizing there was no trouble
slowly my blood cooled to a slight bubble
that night i realized that love was real
an emotion i had forsaken i started to feel
all i could think was that it was the best
finally someone to take the knife from my chest
that blade you took from my heart
is the same i used to rip my skin apart
i thank you from the depths of my soul
i thank you for filling in that hole
without you i would have fell
straight down into the firey pits of hell
if i could i would hold you tight
i would hold you all through the day and all through the night
but that has all come and past
i ran that race and came in last
yet i do not shed a tear
although im always running from fear
i look at the moon and its as if you are here