i cant remember anything anymore
the person i use to be
the things i use to do
the things that made me happy
why have i forgotten
why now of all times
im already confused
why more confusion
these tears i hold back
make me question myself
why do i want to cry
over something ive forgotten
what do those things have on me
to pull at my emotions
if i threw everything out
what would i have left
an empty room
but i wont do that
some things hold strong
but why did i forget
the person i was
what is this taking over me
that makes me so numb inside
that makes me want to destroy everything around me
i want answers
but i dont know where to find them
my mind is blank...
god...why did i forget the happy things
the happy me
why did i forgot myself altogether