Lost in a way i can't seem to see what all this is what's happening to me?
I sit here going through my thought's wondering if i am still lost in this madness
How will You ever accept me if i can not see this person you say is inside of me
Is she real or fantasy can i become your one ?
Time and time i see things done i hope for all things to become a Reality still sit with all this
knowledge you given me.
thinking please through it all let me breath this is so new these feeling
i have inside are they real? i see the passion in my own eye's then i turn to you are these all lye's?
Can i Trust You enough to give me just a little faith and believe in me this subspace what is it
will i need to see through or can i just focus on pain and hurt what will it all do?
I see it all rushing through me saying to myself just focus till the time comes your inside me can you see all this i am feeling ?
How can i do it without you? Is this my own reactions through seeking reality through my pain
i have created such a wall now tell me please what can i do help me reach this part of you.
Is it safe or is this a darker deeper place maybe i can endure it all who knows maybe i have already been there please don't let me fall.
Foreveramber
9-17-05