I have come to the point in my life where i dont see the point in looking for love anymore. they always say that you never find love when you are looking for it, however the love that was found when i didnt look wasnt true. from lessons learned and places been i think i have figured out my own personal guidlines for my love life.
i REFUSE to be anyones secret, you can love someone so much but if they cant give you the same love in return then the heartache almost seems pointless in the end. and in order to truely love someone you have to be willing to let the world know where your heart is.
during the trials of finding love you always want to think that it is forever. the love that last forever is the only kind of love thats acceptable in my life. i dont want to be the one for now, i dont want to be the one to full fill a void, i want to be the one forever.
one day ill find my forever, but for now, the love i have for my self and my son is all the forever i need
