I've spent every waking moment trying
Striving to find the right way
I've always tried to stay in line
Fought so hard to keep it straight
I've slipped up so much
Torn my past to pieces
I've done the best I could
Been beaten at every step
My world crashes at every bend
I am my own worst enemy
I know I'll never forgive myself
I long to live forever in a land of make believe
I pray that the rains come soon
Flood away all the ugly that lays dead behind me
I shudder at the thought of another hollow hero
A shallow savior, come to pull me free
All I believe is a lie
Tearless, all I wanna do is cry