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What are you waiting for?
You try to be the best friend you can be, to be there for the people that need you but sometimes the stress they are under keep them from accepting the help you offer and they turn away from you.
Sometimes you need to take a step back and breathe. Sometimes you need to just think about how things are making YOU feel and tell the person hurting you to get bent.
You are a human being, not a toy, not a possession, not something to be tossed around like a ball on a whim. You are a human being who is beautiful on the inside and out, one who does more for your friends than anyone else I know. You are an amazing, inspiring human being who is being torn apart because of something beyond your control. You have to live your life, make choices to benefit you, be selfish occasionally, so the light that is your heart doesn't burn out.
Others can try to turn this into something it's not, try to discredit what I'm saying because of their own hurt feelings but I don't care. I have seen the good and bad of you, I have heard the anguish you feel, I can see the tears you cry and it breaks my heart that you are tossed around like you're worthless. I can't control other people and I wouldn't if I could, I just hope they see the pain THEY cause, the hurt THEY inflict and change before it's too late.
