I know i talk a lot of shit on here.....but Im actually about to have an EMO moment....after talking to and hanging around me.....one would think that I hook up with a lot of girls....and that their fairer sex is treated by me like a sport....
well for the most part....THAT IS TRUE! *lol*
However....I hurt also....Ive been mistreated as well....God forbid....I fell in love with a ho-bag that used me.....
anyway....after meeting and comiserating with several fellas who are going thru/went through (I did that just to show you humps that I could spell through)....anyway....the same thing....
I wrote this as a tribute to the girls Ive lost, loved. left, and lusted after....
wannahearit? hereitgoes....
FOR THE GIRLS...
This ones for the girls who you can take home to mom...but wont because its easier to fuck with a whore..... than work on a relationship.
This is for the girls who have been led on by my words..... and kisses... and touches......all of which were either only true for the moment.....or never real to begin with.....
This is for the girls who have allowed me into their head..... and heart.... and bed.....only to discover that I'm just not ready......or I'm just not over "her"..... or that I'm just not looking to be tied down......
this is for the girls who believe the excuses........ because its easier to believe that its not that I dont want you.....its that I dont want anyone.....
This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too selfish to have cared in the first place.....
This is for the nights you spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in my speech.
For the nights when you've returned home alone.
For the nights when you've seen me from across the room/club/bar leaning a little too close.......or standing a little too near......or talking a little too softly for the girl I'm with to be an "old friend."
This is for the girls who have showed up at party after party just to be in my presence........and finally realizing that it wasn't that I didn't want a relationship.......it was that I didn't want you.
This is for the night u realized that it would never happen.....and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep....
This is for the "I really like you......so let's still be friends" comment.
This is for realizing that when you choose friends.....you hardly choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep.....
This is for the girls who have been used and abused......who have settled for what I was giving .....because at least I was giving something....
This is for the stupidity of the nights you've believed that something was better than nothing.......though my something was nothing you'd have ever wanted.....
This is for the hugs you've received from your girlfriends......for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful......and that you are truly worthy of a great guy......
This is for the regret you've felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears.... knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow....
This is for the girls who never give up...
The girls that hold their head high & force a smile.....
This is for the girls who want better than what they're taking & deserve better than what they're settling for...
This is for the girls who kiss because they're bored....
This is for the girls who made me feel the way Ive outlined in this blog....
FUCK ALL OF YA'LL!!!!
Girls:
Find true friends...... Call a friend...... Be a friend.....
Tell your friends you love them & that no matter how they're feeling this week... next week will be better.
Have them know u'll always have your cell phone on.....your car already started & a bed ready for them if they need it.....
because....they are definitely gonna need it.....
