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The last couple of months of my life have been so great...Been in Kansas with the woman I love that I have been with for 5 months now and its pretty great...It just brings me back to the day when I was in love with my best friend, a great girl, I mean great...We laughed together, we talked, we cuddled, we kissed, and kid around too...But with this girl im with now today, its the same but different in a good way...I have alot from my heart I can give her and I do...I care so much for her right now that I am happy when she is happy and when she is happy I am happy...She has been through alot the last few month that fate brought us both together...I do have faith that this will last in my heart forever til the day I die...I almost died a year ago from an infection in my kidney that god did tell me its not my time to go there is love for you out there for your friends and family...And that soon I will have someone new in my life that will care for me and comfort me as well...I knew what god told me hell the last few years have been up and down like a roller coaster ride...I know when the day is here for me to go back home I will be sad for a while but I do have shit I need to take care of first before I do go back which is important...My biggest fear is that my heart being broken again and I cant see that happening...Not now and never...My heart has been broken in the past to the point where I just dont want to deal with life anymore...But, I know for a fact is that now I wont ever get hurt again...I gave my heart a second chance not to get broken again, which took me a long time to get it put back together again...She knocked my barrier down from not getting broken again...Im comfortable with her taking care of it with true love and comfort....I have a poem for her that she can read...and it is...

 

My one and only you have been so great

whenever we sit we laugh

whenever we go to bed we cuddle

whenever and wherever we go we go

whenever I hear you sing I smile

whenever I hear your voice I smile and hold you

whenever I kiss you I kiss back

when you tickle me...Its a whole different story

I giggle like the doughboy

when I look at you goofy lookin...You giggle

when ever you cry I hold you tight around my arm

when you say I love you...I say I love you without hesistation

I love you baby girl

Always n forever

 

  I have shared moments with her and my secrets with her also that I have shared with my best friends and family...She has always kept them and knew about them also...I wouldnt lie to her or hide anything from her...The main reason why I do love her so much is because she has a great heart just like mine...My heart is made of Platinum and it will never break at all...And I know her heart is the same way also...Unbreakable that is...And im happy for that...Our hearts did mend together as one...We gotten closer for the last two months and its been so wonderful....Well anyways the new year is almost here and I am happy that I have someone new in my life that wont ever hurt me the way I was hurt in the past...I love you baby but I just wish that I would just stop the clock and just spend unlimited time with you some more without us aging just going place to place with you to the destinations I want to go and just hold you forever never ever letting you go at all...But that is impossible to do so but I wish I can invent something like that and get rich doing it...Well, anyways I wish you all a happy new year and I will see some of you next year...:)

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