If I seem a litte on edge today its because I am. I have had alot happen in the last couple of days i am really stressed and the thought of maybe having surgery is really driving me crazy. Today is one of those days when i wish i had someone that would hold me and just let me cry. I just want to cry and let out some of this frustration and anger and stress. I dont have anyone here that will let me do that and i am trying to hold it together for my kids and it doesnt seem to be working to well. if you need me you send send me an instant message to neb_girl8@yahoo.com or you can call or text my cell 308-225-2954