freakinfreak138's blog: "~For My Bro~"

~As I sit alone in my sacred spot hidden deep within a tree,I see my one and only brother saddly staring back at me.He told me once that someday he'd be gone, Leaving me here to carry on.Without you now I sit and cry wondering why you had to die.To take your life and fuck me up so,Why Tom did you have to go.You are my bro,My best friend and your suppose to be with me till the end.Some days I imagine you standing there, looking at me with your dark,blank stare.Telling me it will be all right,telling me to stay away from that light.So as I sit within this tree trying not to cut to be free,I think of you Tom and your last goodbye and all alone I sit and cry.I know your near me I can feel your pain wanting to help me as I go insane.I love you so much and you know I do But Oh why Tom did you have to ....Take your life and leave me here in this tree that we held so dear~

Staring deep into the hole dug into the ground ...I feel the presence of you lingering around.Sitting here now I try to figure out why...Why you had to leave...Why you had to die.I did my best to help you out...I really thought you had dried out.What you did was selfish on your part...You left many behind with a dead heart.My mind won't rest from that night...I hide in the dark away from the daylight.For I'm my own prisoner now who can't break free...You left me here in misery.I will never forget you and our lives we had... But how could you leave me and make me so sad.Your in my thoughts everyday and in my heart is where you will stay.Till death falls upon me I will see you once again and put to rest these feelings and mend. [Edit] [Delete] [View Comments]