24hrsOfDarkness Lucretia D's blog: "for mi friends and family"

Today a member of my family was put to rest, and i couldn't say good bye. So here is my way of saying goodbye for now. You are gone but not forgotten. I'll see u when I get there! Thanx you for listening!!

If only u knew the pain i feel. If only u knew the darkness i see. If only you knew the how hard it is to see the light at the end of the tunnel. If only i missed him a lil less. If only i could see the glass as half full than half empty. If only the rain the wasn't so soothing and the sun so blinding. If only the world could spin the other way so that i would seem normal to me and the world would be off. If only i could turn the tears to wine so that i can drink away the pain. Wearing a mask of happness but deep down i weep. I am emo but tell people i am just goth. Livin a double life confused of who is who. Who is she emo? Who is she that happy go lucky girl that people see? IDK!!!!!!!!!!!!

In this darkness no one can see there is no light and there is no joy you shall die with one footstep my sweet sweet sillhoute your body so fragile your mind so weak your leg's are shaking along with your hand's you soon start sweating and want to scream out but no one that care's will bale you out you know someone's watching you know someone want's you so keep walking foward and don't turn back this person that watche's is hell it self and you have no clue that you shall die no one can hear your scream's anymore no one will care anymore and I wil be the only one who hear's I'm sorry my love your blood so sweet your strugling so desirble your scream's so lustful my love tonight's the night you find the truth that we exist but you found out a little to late goodbye and sleep tight

Under her dark veil she wrung her hands. "Why are you so pale today?" "Because I made him drink of stinging grief Until he got drunk on it. How can I forget? He staggered out, His mouth twisted in agony. I ran down not touching the bannister And caught up with him at the gate. I cried: 'A joke! That's all it was. If you leave, I'll die.' He smiled calmly and grimly And told me: 'Don't stand here in the wind.' "

Your tongue burns my cool skin like molten flame, As you pierce my soul I silently scream your name, I kiss your lips and taste your bloodied soul, Feel the blood engorge us and make our love whole, You come to me silently on wings of blackest night, Consuming my heart with your dark lover's bite. Joyously my blood gushes forth and splashes your face, As my fevered body you now so passionately embrace, My soul sings your black desires in endless refrain, My dark angel lover you make pleasure such sweet pain. by Singian

I see hell's deadly fire consuming your eyes, running black as night. Your voice stirs the whispered hunger within me, my desire. Words cannot describe the things that I yearn for you to bestow onto me. I want you to pin me to your bed of blood red velvet and split my pale shell of a body wide open. I want you to make me beg to acquire the permission to speak your name. I want you to take everything I am and swallow it whole, never give it back, to leave me empty inside. I want you to throw me agianst the wall and not allow me to ever disobey words spoken from those pale reaper like lips. If I try to run, hunt me down and punish me with you pleasure consuming tourchures. Wrape your arms around me and force me to lie still. Command me to see everything your way, remove my very will, and keep me forever. Make me your slave............. I beg of you, don't hold back any longer, I cannot bear this knawing, unfullfilled need. Controll me, rule me, yield me,do with me as you wish. So long as I can feel your touch set my cold flesh ablaze. So long as your blood lust consumes me and threatens to entrall me for the remainder of eturnity. I want your eyes to draw in my body like the blood that pours from your lips. I hunger......Feed me, Master..... Bing me to your body so tight that if all those spells where corsets, I would shurely suffocate and fall to the ground dead. Make me forever the willing or unwilling prisoner in your newly erected temple, devoted to our love. Here I am Marius, draw your eyes open, hear my call, come take me away and set me free. Save me from the hell in this frail mortal form.... Awaken me and save me from the nothing I have become. by Lamia

Hide, and hide well. Because the sun has fallen and darkness has arisen. The creatures from Hell are coming, with burning eyes and blood dripping fangs. They hold the key to eternal torment, Hide my knight, for tonight. The demons from Hell have come, to guide me into the kingdom of darkness. Save yourself and others on your way, Tonight evil will approach and all that's not safe-under shadows of light-will die. They will rise among the dead, and ride thoughout the kingdom with evil intents. Don't breathe, my knight It's soon be over, when I am gone. I will safe your path to our final goal. But don't forget who I am now. I'm sorry, my knight for what I've done. Trusted you with the light, I'm taken the darkness and put it in my soul. Left you in the dirt, alone, cold, and scared I ride with the demons, and left you standing there. Take care my knight Me, on a black dragon back. Behind a dark demon with red eyes. I look behind and find my knight-searching for me.... I look behind but cannot seem to find hope, for a brighter future, It will always be a dream, to share the rest of my eternal life with my lovely knight! {author unknown}

I have tried to discover the creative spark My tales are morbid and dark Beware of the tales I tell They are possessed of evil spell {Puff} I have studied the tales of vampires And the devastation that always transpires I have read the tales of Edgar Allan Poe And how his life was full of woe I have read about those that practice black magic The consequences are always tragic If you do a deal with the Devil down below Your downfall will naturally flow If you try to give life to the dead The mob will chop off your head Many lessons I have learned If you play with fire you may get burned If you immerse yourself in all thing gothic The results will be catastrophic. (author unknown}