Today with my heart heavy with the longing for your love, I look around and see the heavy clouds. I begin to ask myself if I am the only one living without the sun. Ahh the sun, its warm bright rays dance across my face, dancing like the wild flowers in our feild. I miss laying there with you. I see it everyday and smile inside becuase I think back to all those nighs we spent there in each others arms. Im starting to think Im hurting myslef with your image in my memory. I miss your face, your touch, your smell... On ocassion I begin to sreach for it. It is getting harder and harder to find. I dont want to lost it. I am finally understanding that your not coming back. I can hope, beg, and plead you to return to me, but in realities eyes, that was an entire life time ago...