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Steve's blog: "For Hope #2"

created on 02/28/2008  |  http://fubar.com/for-hope-2/b193020

I love you.

My sweetest Hope... I've never written anyone a loveletter before. So please bare with me on this. I dont mind the rest of the world reading how i really feel about you. I lay awake at night sometimes thinking about how happy you've made me. Its heart to pen down the feelings of my heart. Every time i try to make an attempt i end up failing miserably. Please bare with me. I'll give you this simple phrase for starts.. I love you. I think i can say it no better then those 3 magical words. I still remember that day i first layed eyes on you. February 7. Our lucky day. It was something in those beautifull eyes of yours. That smile. I just knew i wanted to spend alot of time getting to know you. Drowning myself in those eyes and hoping to be saved by you. You did save me and you did so much more then that. I feel in love with you. Hopelessly, recklessly and endlessly. It scared me alot. But at the same time it was the most amazing feeling i have ever felt. Its not puppy love. Its actual love. You made open up to you. You allowed me to be myself. And you liked me for being myself. And i liked the way i was when i was with you. I loved the way i was when i was with you. I do miss you so much when i'm not with you. My heart literally breaks each time we say goodbye. But each time we start talking again i fall in love all over again. All the signs from above. They werent just there. I will fight for you. Because you deserve every tear i will ever shed over you. Both tears of joy and tears of sadness. Hopefully more tears of joy. I know its silly.. But i remember our first virtual date like it was yesterday. I knew i loved you before i met you.. The gazebo.. Just dancing and enjoying eachother. It was wonderfull babygirl. Every second of it. And every second that. My Hope. If only i could show you how much i really care about you. I've mistakes, all of them are in the past. But they still happened. And they haunted us. I wish you could scrub me from my mistakes but i know you cant. And i cant delete your past either. But i honestly hope and pray for the fact that our love, even if its pril will manage to overcome all of that. I will say goodnight to you for now. I hope i can rest and As i dream i'm sure i'll dream of you. I love you, forever yours. Stijn ♥
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