throw my life away, like the world does to us everyday, pain is black brutal and sorrow save you'r tears fight for tomarrow, and everlasting hope a current of anger has grown, for only this can make it go away for all of this is my pain i've left you out and brought back in a whole that eats deep under my skin can not be seen by those who dwell on silence live in fear of this life thats been givin to me for what so i can be another stepping stone ripped from ones own self
i have nothing left just this one you test to prove nothing for only if there were something a new brighter day darkened by all our mistakes take back for just one day why where we brought here waht can we do can we honestly say life is a treasure that should be cherrished, or is it a crushing blow of reality that we were never meant not meant to be not meant to see our own hostility pave the way for the next generation save us for this pain has rissen escalading new hights brought down by our peers, a new hope of a bullshit belive you see we were meant to suffer it would seem but look past the colors for the true human being no one is perfect but some just desolve i've loved you through all of this shit and now it seems that you want me to dissapear erase from you'r past stab a knife in my chest put me to rest fuck him for he lays his hands on you the one i love this is something he should never do a pussy lil bitch with balls smaller than my fist all he can do is hit u and you stand for it why ? so now you all know the truth... i sat in this corner no longer will i be ignored this is not bullshit that i am about to say this comes from my heart and now you shall hear it today ps"matt if your reading i really dont care".................................there comes a time were you cant take anymore and nothing else seems to get through so i ask this just once thats all i can do and if you do not approve i pack my shit next month i've faught a hard battle and now the war is finaly over i allmost died a day ago ink poisoning allmost took this hopeless soul i wish it would have but nothing goes away the pain only grows it grows everyday enough is enough so i'll spell it out for you crystal clear.............................................alica marie davis will you marry me??????
