I have a friend that seems to loss thier way alot. This person is very close to me and I wish I could help them find thier way in life, but it seems I fall short and I know that they need to find the way on thier own to begin with.
I talk to them often and tonight...he has slid way backwards and it lost in the thoughts of his own mind. I hope that he finds his way back, for he is a great person but tends to try to hard to figure everything out.
I often am tempted to walk away because he hurts and with that it hurts me. Tonight he added drinking to this pain and I hurt for him so badly.
I keep telling him to stop thinking about what might have been or he will keep thinking that because life will pass him by and he will always be thinking what might have been. I love my friend alot and I care...but to watch him destroy himself, it kills me and he is so lost.
I am not talking about the drinking part but the fact that he will not let himself feel anything at all for those around him. I think perhaps he is kidding himself...ok I know he is, but he needs to realize that with no regrets comes no memories, no love, no caring, no sense of being in the world.
No man is an island in himself, we all need others in our lives and people we care about and love, for if we close ourselves off we, as people, will die. In that being said... he is dieing inside more each day and every time he notices that he is comming out and he does care...in his shell he goes again.
I picked this song for him because he will live this song before too long. It will become the story of his life and it kills me to know this much and be helpless to stop it.
**sorry for misspellings...I am just writing**
