Mr Wolfie's blog: "my dark days!"

I’m in pain my friends! And nothing anyone say’s makes the pain go away!

One of the people I thought where my friends committed suicide a few days ago! I found out when I went to her MySpace page today..... And now I feel so cold inside and just wish I could call down the gods and beg for realess from this hell..... All I can say is fucking little retarded bitch! The weakness of humanity makes me sick!

I think I am going to give up being so caring with people.... as half the time I don’t get the same back!... I just get put in the corner and talked to when it suits other people! Yet why! For the love of everything dark are there stupid people in this world!!!!! I give my everything to make people feel good about them selves! To make them happy and feel like at least one person in this shitty world others wants to care!

I cried for her...... and I don’t know why.... she is not in some happy place... she is not finally home.... she.....she is..... Nowhere.... I hurt for my lost friends! I cry for my lost friends! Once I even bled for them!!!! But what do I get? One that backstabbed me! One that lied to me! One that just used my heart ...... I cant trust anyone! ..... There are a few people on this place that I trust! Sep facebox that place should burn!..... Fucking retarded place! Full of emo’s and fucking sluts..... Good gods! Why can’t someone just kill them all now??????

Pardon my hatred my friends but my caring side is in pain and personally I don’t care at all for her death! Just another nameless face in the crowd her name was Charlotte she was only 18yr old…… I met her on myspza!!! And gods I curse that place and all that emo basturds that are on there!

I was going through all the comments I sent her and all the time it was ok..... But I left for a week to go on holiday and she does this...... I couldn’t even be there to help her!...... ok .......just a sec.....

Ok now I have calmed down! But I don’t think I will ever forgive her or shits like her! They can all rot as far as I’m concerned!....... my heart has bled for her! And that is something I never do!......

Think I’m going to cry so I’m going now!...

Goodnight....