last night i couldnt sleep i stayed up all fucking night thinking about today. i slept a little but no real rest was had. i was sitting on the couch trying to fall asleep and i had this flashback i was frozen i couldnt move or say anything i was stuck remember this bullshit like it was happening all over again. when i snapped out of it i ran to the bathroom and cried i fucking hate memories and dreaming and all of these stupid things.dreaming and daydreaming and flashbacks all used to be so much fun to me it was my time to escap4e all the crap going on but now it just is there all the time and its not fun anymore
