You ask me why I’m furious
I answer back you can’t be serious…
Your expression reads baffled
I can’t help but cackle as our bond further unravels
Masking the hurt I feel by laughing
While you tryin to figure out what happened
I’ma give you a refresher course
Walk with me please, as we travel back to the source
I loved you since my first breath breathed
And beyond the day you left me
Even when you caused my heart to bleed
When you popped up on the scene with another seed
And even though my conscience whispered “he’s disgracing you”
I held steadfast to an unwavering faith in you
I turned my head as if I didn’t see it
But when baby number two came, I had no choice but to believe it
Children are blessings, and I loved them like they were my own
That’s not the part I’m stressing, it’s the infidelity I can’t condone
They’re mother and the drama behind her, I refuse to acknowledge
I just can’t believe you allowed her to elude you to a promise
Of for better or for worse throughout thick and thin
The beginning of you and her brought about our end
And the part that hurts the most?
Was when you provided a false sense of hope
Tried to make amends for the hell you created
With divorce papers signed, sealed, and dated
Not wanting to hate you
I offered a take two and forgave you
Despite the fact you put me out on the street
And put her up in something plush when all she gave you was grief
I would ask you for minimal support, you made it seem like I asked for millions
But eagerly dish out funds on top of what was mandated by court to her children
I felt deprived and neglected
Alone in this harsh world, unprotected
Loving and honoring you with no reciprocal
Miles beyond stupid, and inch short of pitiful
I can’t even deal with other men intimately because of you
Unable to tell if I’m being loved or used
And now I’m suffering, it’s your debt but I’m paying the price
My once warm heart has been replaced with ice
Caught you laid up with your baby mama, the only reason that’s trife
Is because you’re still married to your third wife
I went to war with my moms on the strength of you
True colors were shown, and now repentance is due
Apologies to my earth, of your worth; she tried to warn me
If I had only listened…these feelings wouldn’t be able to swarm me
Devastation got me incapacitated
You not a man, in my eyes you’ve been castrated
You got two daughters; and I’m one look at the example you setting
How am I supposed to believe in men when you divorce and months later go on to the next wedding?
I had my first vision of love the first time I saw my father
Now after reading all of this you see why when it comes to relationships I don’t bother…
