First Layer
The first layer is easy, it took no effort. I wont penetrate deeply Ill apply little pressure. The scar it will leave it signifies pain it helps me remember what I lost yesterday.
I sharpened the blade, the handle feels smooth. The purpose issimple it helps me accept that I lose. It reminds me I'm living but inside I'm dead it helps me stay focused and never forget. About why I should never allow myself to be vulnerable by giving in to my emotions and getting my heart broke.
The first layer is easy, it takes It takes little effort. I won't penetrate deeply I won't apply too much pressure. The scar it will leave it signifies pain it helps me remember what I lost yesterday.
But the blade had been sharpened it cut deper then intended, I meant to just graze the skin but the blade cut with intentions. It wanted to save me it wanted to end it. Now the blood is my scar the blade is my witness. It watches me bleed far more then intended.
The first layer was easy, the others were painless. My body lays dieing, my pain it has ended.