Ok so this is my first blog! Not sure how to make these thing interesting for the readers but here goes.
It has occurred to me recently that although my life is in a bit of financial hardship that I really have it pretty good outside of being broke constantly. As I sit here listening to my little girls teaching each other about Jesus a sense of comfort, joy, and excitement rises inside me. It is just another sign that I must be doing a pretty good job at parenting. Of course there are those trails and tribulations but all in all if I can teach and show my children Love then what else is there to accomplish?
The other day I was sitting around feeling sorry for myself because after all I am only getting child support as income and I don't even bring in $300/mo. Then I realized that I am the most busy as I have ever been. I have Girl Scouts, PTA, and have recently added Tabitha's Pee Wee Cheerleading. So, if I can handle all of this then what is so bad about it? I mean I have lots of time with the girls and I do not have to rearrange things to accompany work. However I am gonna do babysitting to get some kind of income.
The other aspect of my life that I tend to get a little down about is my love life per say. For instance, I have been divorced for over 2 years and single for 3 but have only been on a handful of dates which happened recently yet nothing that was lasting. With all of the depressing parts of that aspect I can say that there is a good side because with those few dates I have realized that I am ready to find that special someone.
And now we get on the subject of friends. I have very few friends in which I know in person. There is Sara. She has been my BF of 16 years. And beyond that there aren't many others. I could probably count them on one hand. However, there are a couple of people I met online in which I just recently met in person. But then again I never really hear from them outside of this addicting realm of the internet. And then there are a couple of friends from online in which I would like to meet in person. They may or may not know who they are. But all in all I am not complaining too much outside of the loneliness that shadows my social life.
Ok well, I think that is enough blab for now. Hugs.
Paula
