Well yes I know I have been a little distant with you guys in the past week,I didn't go out on friday or saturday night like usual...but well...I have something to let all of ya know. I am finally...absolutely head over heels in love with a guy that decided to scoop me up. He of course is obviously on the top of my list on here so yep,that would be him. A couple weeks ago he sent me a message on fubar(cherrytap.com) that I of course being my negative self,didn't believe. So I brushed it off and was my sarcastic self. Well...I met up with him finally,we hung out a couple times and I still wasn't quite sure about it all. It finally clicked earlier this week when we went to the movies. Everything just kind of snuck up on me and made me realize,this is it. This is what I have been wanting and it's right in front of me. He has been sweet,kind,considerate...just everything. So anyways,we made it official this week that we are together. You all will eventually meet him I just want to have my own time with him for a little. You all know that even though you haven't met him yet that you will agree with us being together. You know how stubborn I am and when I want something,nobody is going to make me think any different! I'm happy and content finally. You guys know that this is something that I have wanted for a while now. I guess all that praying paid off finally lol. I just haven't felt like this in so long and it just feels right. I've been through a lot over the past 2 years and when i'm with Nate...I don't think about all that stuff. He makes me laugh constantly,he proves to me everytime we hang out that he really cares about me,he makes me feel safe whenever i'm around him,and all that stress...it melts away as soon as i'm with him. Yeah I know,i'm rambling but well what do you expect me to do? I have a new page in my life to work on and it just keeps getting better and better. I couldn't ask for more really. The more time I spend with him,the happier I get and the more relaxed I am. You guys will have no problem with him i'm sure. I've met his parents and they like me and I think they are pretty cool compared to mine. You know the lovely negative issues I have with mine. My sister in law(Janine),Sofie,Gabe,me and him are going to the fair on friday so i'm excited. Janine was just asking me today how everything was going and now she's excited to meet him. K i'll shut up now lol. Well except for mentioning that yeah in the bad news section,my brother somehow got out of jail cause some of his little 'friends' bailed him out. Mom and dad were stupid enough to let him back in too. Soooo the more time i'm over in Hanover spending time with Nate instead of being at my house where things aren't doing well and are still chaotic and fucked up...the happier I will be. For now,i'm signing off and goin to bed. I get to go over to his house tomorrow night after work and sleepover cause i'm off tuesday! I can't wait. :D I promise you guys that I hang out with at the line(you know who ya are),that you will see me down there soon. Who knows...maybe i'll bring Nate along with me next time i'm down. I just also don't want him to feel like he's being cornered or anything. We're just taking things as they come right now. I feel like the luckiest girl around and I couldn't ask for more right about now. Night everyone!
~Kelly
