Well After 2 in a half months I finally heard from my ex my sons father the day of my sons bday My 10th..First thing is while I was still asleep he called and left a voice mail letting me know he was on his way and would be here within a couple hours to see our son for his bday.As soon as I heard his voice I had fluttery feelings not knowing what i was going to do or say when he got to my house..But when he got here I did yell at him a bit and i did cry a bit too..He wanted to take my son for a bit but I told him he couldnt that day for 2 reasons one he has been gone for 2+ months and my mom was suppose to come over after wrok for my sons birthday..He said the reason he couldnt get a hold of me was because he was in a program and had no phone or a way to get a hold of me..And now hes living like 2 hours away because he thought the jobs out that way would be better but they aint the greatest out there either and besides its more exspensive out there do to it becoming tourist season out his way..So he brought up that he planned on moving back this way well i told him dont expect to come and live with me and he was like I know..Well I am glad he is going to be back in my sons life and I told him thats all i want is for him to be the father I know he can be...So this Saturday hes going to take our son overnight and my daughter will be gone with her father so I will have a long deserved break for a night its not like I go out but just to be home and not here yelling and screaming will give me some peace and quiet..
I have also been talking to a guy named Will alot and I really do like him I just hope nothing or nobody will get in my way to try and be happy and see what happens between me and him..I am trying to get to know everything about him and let him know about me and hope for the best and if all goes well maybe in 2 months he'll be out my way and we can see where it leads..I havent been so happy in a long time just talking to him makes my day and puts a smile on my face and when I dont talk to him I miss talking to him we actually talked some last year but I was in my relationship and me and him didnt get along so good then but now tht were talking again now it is so much better..I just dont want anybody to try and mess things up for me right now and to be honest I do think someone may be trying to see what they can do already to mess with me and him I hope Im wrong about this person doing this but we'll see I won't jump to complete conclusions as of yet..I just wanna be happy for once in a long time and now that I plan on putting my past relationship in the past and not looking backwards no more I want to look forward to a good future and possibly a relationship with Will..So please wish me luck and I'll keep ppl informed of things...
