well it seems that since the year started, ive finally found out who my true friend are. and the truth is, i dont have nor do i want very many. everyone i know except for maybe 1 person has just screwed me over in so many ways. their r no words to describe how fuking pissed i am right now, upset, and feeling betrayed. first off, i ended up writing 2 of my best friends cuz they were assholes since i turned them down as being mor ethan friends. and in the last month, ive had atleast 4 or 5 "friends" literally rip me off. one even cut up one of the cords on my old comp that i was going to sell him but never did cuz he ended up not only never paying back the 40 bucks he owes me for ciggs & beer, but he also tried to destroy one of my computers. i just hate people in general right now. another so-called friend of mine is on probation, and everytime ive spoken to him the last few weeks all he does is use me as a doormatt like everyone else and just always takes out his anger on me. just a few min ago he returned my call after he was so rude to me last nite. i asked him why he was pissed at me and he said hes just pissed in general and holds EVERYONE (including me) accountable for him getting in trouble which happened b-4 we ever even met! fuking asshole! he also said he is mad at me just cuz i asked him why he what he was pissed at me for. hes being a total prick, but he has 2 sets of my smallville dvds. i want them back and he wont even hand them over, and with him as angry as he ALWAYS is, im concerned that he may actually try and destroy them out of anger, and anger toward sme even tho, like again i said b-4, I HAVENT DONE SHIT TO HIM! im just so mad right now. God sum people should just never be born. and also, i never used to be racist, but atleast half the peopl ethat have ripped me off r black. that really puts sum things into perspective for me. i believe their is such a thing as white folks, but also, white trash. and also such a thing as black folks, and black trash....and at the risk of using the "N" word that is exacly what these black "so-called ex-friends of mine are! so if any of u who are angryh at me, have ripped me off, or anything of the kind, i just wanna say one thing. and thats " FUK YOU ALL! AND I HOPE U FUKING BURN IN HELL! and also what goes around comes around. im a big believer in karma.
