I don't know why I do it but somehow I seem to push those close to me away by giving them advice when thy ask fort it and when I am done they distance themselves from me. I am sorry I can't seem to mind my own business and tell those that ask for advice I have none for them , but from now on I will maybe I will just try going to sleep and never wake up maybe that will keep me out of trouble. I know it sounds like I am just trying to run away once more but I can't take being pushed away from those I love and care for.