Some say they understand how you feel but yet they are never there when you need just a kind word or the touch of your hand, it is sad when one feels they must compete for a small bit of attention form there friends or family. This is not generated at everyone I know nor is it generated towards many that know me on this nick. I pray that those that this is meant for read it but with my luck they wont and if that is the case it just shows me that th way I feel is not in vain it is justified I am sorry all will end up reading this but I know of no other way.