I dont know what my problem is this morning! I am going back home possible tomorrow but for sure by sunday. I should be totally excited to go home and see my fam and friends. I mean part of me is but other parts aren't. Going home has its up and downs. There things I have to face (like my father) that I don't want too. I have only seen him once in the past year. Needless to say we don't get along. Maybe I am just not getting the attention I want at the moment. I am probable being over-dramatic and needy but I dunno. I am just annoyed with somethings and feeling bad for other things. Like the letter that was waiting on my desk when I woke up this morning. Or maybe just feeling down for some reason. I have so much I need to do but can't find motivation to do a single thing. Ok I am gonna go back to my corner!
