1921909's blog: "My Writings..."

I want you to hurt like I do.

I want you to feel this pain.

I want you to bleed from the inside out.

And I want your tears to fall down like rain.

I want you to look in the mirror,

and despise the person that you see.

I want you to wake up in the middle of each night,

your arms reaching out for me.

I want you to feel so alone

and to wish for me to be where you are.

I want you to think back to the times

when you inflicted the worst of my scars.

I want you to face each day

with the knowledge that Im not there.

I want you to hurt so badly

that the pain you can no longer bare.

I want you to feel the way I feel

when I live through each and everyday.

I want you to feel things from my perspective

knowing that your future has gone away.

I want every second without me

to be like the worst pain in your soul.

I want you to feel these things

so Im not the only one who isnt whole.