tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-343546 2012-02-09T22:10:00-08:00 A fubar user blog. Ginger Zombie http://fubar.com/amyzombie noreply@fubar.com fubar tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-343546.1169925 2012-02-09T22:10:00-08:00 2012-02-09T22:10:00-08:00 <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>My heart is shattered</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Jagged pieces on the floor</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Internal compass broken</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Wont tell me where to go</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>The dial just spins</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Like my life out of control</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Everywhere I turn</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>New perilous paths unfold</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Lost and terrified </strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Not a hand to hold</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>I stay to pick up pieces</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Try to make my heart a whole</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>But the jagged pieces cut me </strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>The streams turn into ravines </strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>Drowning in my own blood </strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>I wonder will I make it</strong></span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;"><strong>and is it as bad as it seems?</strong></span></p> Ginger Zombie http://fubar.com/amyzombie noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-343546.1167034 2011-12-28T22:08:00-08:00 2011-12-28T22:08:00-08:00 <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">This is where the sad people go </span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">The ones who wander</span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">The dampened souls</span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">Here they congregate in misery </span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">Here in this place of blackened screens</span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">Feigned gestures of heartfelt expression</span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">The toils of a lackluster life from which we slumber</span></p> <p style="text-align: center;"> </p> <p style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-size: medium;">~A</span></p> Ginger Zombie http://fubar.com/amyzombie noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-343546.1159885 2011-09-16T21:44:22-07:00 2011-09-16T21:44:22-07:00 <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>malfunctional encephalon</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>useless grey sludge</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>damaged receptors </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>cranium crud</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>neurotransmitters</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>misfire at will</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>muddled, befuddled</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>riddled to hell</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>dopamine slow travelling </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>sick synaptic transmission </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>brief moments euphoric</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>sharp sudden remission</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>serotonin standby</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>norepinephrine away</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>inane glial matter</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>take it away </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>lobotomize me</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>i refuse to eat pills</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="color: #3366ff; font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium;"><strong>sever my frontal lobe and cure all my ills</strong></span></p> <p> </p> Ginger Zombie http://fubar.com/amyzombie noreply@fubar.com tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-343546.1159884 2011-09-16T21:42:27-07:00 2011-09-16T21:42:27-07:00 <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>feels like static </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>try not to panic</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>thoughts just race</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>no specific pace</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>fast then slow</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>the back again</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>self contained</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>mental whirlwind</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>emotions fade</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>in and out</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>going crazy </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>without a doubt</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>spinning around</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>90 to nothing</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>i'd cling to anything</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>give me something</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>bring me to solid ground</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>something lost that i found</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>here i'll crumble </strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>where i fell</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>let me rest here i'm not well</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>down on the ground</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>don't pick me up</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>just hand me a broom</strong></span></p> <p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'arial black', 'avant garde'; font-size: medium; color: #3366ff;"><strong>and i'll sweep my shit up</strong></span></p> <p> </p> Ginger Zombie http://fubar.com/amyzombie noreply@fubar.com