tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-3190602010-05-20T21:21:17-07:00my poems...A fubar user blog.Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.11151292010-05-20T21:21:17-07:002010-05-20T21:21:17-07:00GoodbyeThe young man runs hard
In a deserted land
The trees are naked
Lost in time
Lost in his heart
The memory of goodbye
From what once was
Lost in time
Goodbye
Goodbye my loved ones
The man on the corner
Screaming
Gesting
Noone surprised
By the alarmist
Life cursed
Save me from my doom
The poison on the ground
The war that is coming
Goodbye
I think of you my loved ones
Goodbye
The sun goes down
In the land of dawn
The young man bites through his pain
The young man is scared
Afraid of the future
Afraid of what will come
The young man runs to his home
To his loved ones
To his love
Sings his lullabye
goodnight
Goodnight my loved ones
Dream whatever you want to dream
I will stil protect you against wind and water
The fire
The rain
The acid
The air
poluted
as the city
i will protect you from the danger luring
Goodbye
Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10842032009-11-14T10:20:15-08:002009-11-14T10:20:15-08:00To my little sister who finally found her peace....<p>
</p><p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why the day turns night</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why the sun still shines</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why the cold wind still blows</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But I know I miss you</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why stars fall</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why death follows us</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why people are left in the cold</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But I know I miss you</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Let me rest my head on your shoulder again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Gentle run your fingers through my hair like you used to</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">And hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I know it got too much</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But still I wish you would hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why luck gets blown away</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why flowers wilt</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Noone knows why I only tusted you</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But I know I miss you</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Don't ask me anything</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Don't tell me anything</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Just hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">Don't talk to me</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">But please hold me once again</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"> </p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I'm lost for words</p>
<p style="text-align: center;">I wish you would just hold me one more time....</p>
Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10830832009-11-12T10:39:25-08:002009-11-12T10:39:25-08:00If I Were You<p>I'm always the shoulder, the comfort in a certain way..</p>
<p>they call me their soulmate</p>
<p>I'm always the little brother, the one they can always talk to</p>
<p>a buddy, a soundboard, but never THAT guy....</p>
<p>I'm always the smooth one, easy in every way</p>
<p>I'm the cool one, do everything for kicks</p>
<p>yet never THE guy..</p>
<p> </p>
<p>I wish i was you</p>
<p>Just one time to be you</p>
<p>To be with a woman on time</p>
<p>Not be the pillow but the sheets she holds tight</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Just wish one day</p>
<p>to be the wine and not the beer</p>
<p>to be that hot dress and not the hoodie</p>
<p> </p>
<p>But i just wanted to be you</p>
<p>one day not to be myself</p>
<p>that i was everything that you are</p>
<p>not the lonely one </p>
<p>but the group</p>
<p>i not the incase but the if was</p>
<p>not the honey but the bee</p>
<p>not the teddybear but the macho</p>
<p> </p>
<p>Ahhhhhh</p>
<p>To be you one time...</p>
<p> </p>
<p> </p>Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829242009-11-11T15:05:24-08:002009-11-11T15:05:24-08:00Dry Your TearsDRY YOUR TEARS
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I think often about how it started
We layed arm in arm , on the grass under the sun
But we both knew their was gonna be that time
That is gonna be hard and difficult
Because the passion can get lost
And i said " Let's fight it and go for it
whatever comes, we'll get through it
But if butterflies die in your lap
That's when the big life question rises
"Is our love not that big anymore?"
And the fairytale of the prince on the white stallion
Is over too soon because the passion has been put on low
It hurts but give yourself a new chance
Only then your life can shine a little again
So dry your tears even if you have so much sorrow
you can wheep like me it won't help us
Dry your tears eventhough you have so much heartache
Life goes on
You start all over again
There surely is something beautiful laying ahead of you
It's dark outside now and quiet
I ask myself the question again " is this what i want?"
This lasts a thousand times longer then i thought
What happens passionate you seldomly have under control
And unfortunately i want to but i can't
Is it foolish to leave you for that?
Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829232009-11-11T15:04:25-08:002009-11-11T15:04:25-08:00Always I Will Love YouALLWAYS I WILL LOVE YOU
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Everytime you look at me
Then i know i'm right
Every time i think about you
Then i feel i'm home
You save me from my worst nightmares
Your love leeds me through the night
If something might happen to us
Know i'll be waiting for you
Because my love
Always i will love you
I can't excist without you
Always i will love you
I can't be go on without you
A heart that says " I need you"
That says "I love you"
Such kind of heart makes words unnecesairy
And i stay loyal to it
You make the sun shine back in my life
you're my passion and my power
If you'd dissapear one day
Know i'll be waiting for you
Always i will love you
I cant go on without you...Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829222009-11-11T15:03:50-08:002009-11-11T15:03:50-08:00Goodbye To A FriendGOODBYE TO A FRIEND
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Everything is done forever
When you're ready for it
I have stood by your side
My god, i have enjoyed knowing you
I now stay here and you go there
And there is not so far from here
We agree to meet, i don't know where
and we will meet in that place
Without you time goes by just as fast
But the times do change
So i say goodbye, you have to go now
Know that you'll stay to excist in my heart
Sweet dreams, you have earned it
You fought till your last breath
And go, go my friend
and dream forever all relieved
Just like the old days you'll get to that point
I know you'll find a home real soon
And i repeat what you once told me
In my heart i stay faithfull to you
Without you...
And i know i should be greatfull
But that's why it hurts so much
Without you.Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829212009-11-11T15:03:02-08:002009-11-11T15:03:02-08:00Dont Leave Me All AloneDONT LEAVE ME ALL ALONE
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Don't leave me all alone
Desperate and lost
Take down those walls arround me and help me come to you
Let me be your companion
Be the guide that will lead me
Because i been on this journey for so long
And so tired, come and realease me
Take me back to your land
Filled with music and dreams
Lead me to your land
Let me live in your clouds
Dont leave me all alone
Take my hand and show me
The way that leads to you
Help me this way to get to you
Take me to your land
Filled with music and dreamAncient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829202009-11-11T15:02:08-08:002009-11-11T15:02:08-08:00Be MineBE MINE
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Silent past
Same old city
Your walls, your streets,
Always hiding something
Whispering voices in the cold dark night
Shims in the thick mist floating over the ditch
Be mine
like a fire against the cold
Let me be safe with you
Be mine
Put your arms around
Don't let me be alone
Safe Harbor
Storm at open sea
So firey, so icey
You're both
You push me away laughing
And then pull me back to you
Time seems to fly by, eventho it stood still
Let me be safe with you
Be my heat against the cold
Don't leave me all alone
Be mine...Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829192009-11-11T15:01:37-08:002009-11-11T15:01:37-08:00TogetherTOGETHER
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My darling, remove all your layers
Show your naked self to my eyes
And be fragile in my hands
Scream it out i know i'm blind at times
But i will dry your tears
When your loneliness is too heavy
For one human
For one heart
Tonight i'll be there for you
I'll catch the tears your eyes shed
Then i will know which truth
Hides under your skin
The night brought our souls together
Sweetheart, de golden weapons lay beside you
You do not have to protect yourself any longer
I know the pain is too heavy
for one human
one heart
So hold me tight and close your eyes
Together we will wait for daylight to come
Together...Ancient Historyhttps://fubar.com/skitzofreniknoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-319060.10829182009-11-11T14:59:47-08:002009-11-11T14:59:47-08:00For her<p>
</p><p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; color: #ff6666;">FOR HER<br />-------</span></p>
<p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; color: #ff6666;">There comes joy from her<br />Even when she's quiet, she keeps interesting me<br />I love to be, be with her<br />She makes my heart bloom<br />she doesn't know, but she makes the blueprint of my soul's dreams<br />And her life colors the content of the life i want<br />My whole life i wanna be with her</span></p>
<p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; color: #ff6666;">For her i go through fire<br />It's an adventure<br />An amazing story<br />I Sell my soul to her<br />In exchange for what i want<br />A lifetime with her<br />for her</span></p>
<p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, serif; color: #ff6666;">a thousand emails i have sent to her<br />Day and night i can not sleep<br />I'm sure Mother Nature, while watching me,<br />Created her<br />And no matter how other people have sang to her<br />There's noone who adores this girl with all their heart and soul like me<br />My whole life i wanna spend with her</span></p>
<p align="center"><span style="font-family: 'Times New Roman', Times, serif;"><span style="color: #ff6666;">For her...</span></span></p>
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