tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-1728792008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00PoemsA fubar user blog.Red Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.7035752008-02-10T23:14:57-08:002008-02-10T23:14:57-08:00Lost in silenceyou once held me in the warmth of your voice..
early morning talks that made me happy..
that made me feel special, cared for..
now I sit lost in the cold silence of 4am..
when tears threaten and my heart aches..
wondering why I am still alone.
Red Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6939082008-01-31T20:01:30-08:002008-01-31T20:01:30-08:00Knight on the horizon.. Part 2As I look at the horizon..
I see the knight turn his steed toward me..
he begins to decend the hill..
my heart leaps with joy..
I run to meet him..
I see him urge his steed faster..
I see the horse strain to keep
up with his master's wish..
I slow as we get closer..
he brings the stallion to a halt before me..
he dismounts, removes his helmet...
I touch his face and kiss him...
no mirage...
simply my twisted knight.. Red Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6938562008-01-31T17:28:41-08:002008-01-31T17:28:41-08:00Knight on the horizonMy life has had many empty liasons...
lust unfulfilling..
no caring.. no real intimacy..
but no one willing to rescue me..
I look to the horizon..
upon the hill, atop a noble steed..
sits a knight looking down at me..
his armor gleems brightly..
But will he rescue me?
Is he even there?
Or simply a mirage?
created by my wounded heart?
Red Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619612007-12-29T18:51:50-08:002007-12-29T18:51:50-08:00A Shattered HeartA shattered heart
still conducts pain along it's sharp and jagged edges
A shattered heart
still swells with breath and each breath ends in pain
A shattered heart
does not kill me, though sometimes I wish it wouldRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619592007-12-29T18:47:32-08:002007-12-29T18:47:32-08:00My HeartMy heart is hardening
Turning to stone
Feelings love
Turning to despair
My heart is coldRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619572007-12-29T18:45:03-08:002007-12-29T18:45:03-08:00The ArtistMy heart is a delicate sculpture
Carefully crafted and intricately shaped
I, the artist, putting on the finishing touch
I slipped
Now it lies in ruin
BrokenRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619552007-12-29T18:40:28-08:002007-12-29T18:40:28-08:00The FallAs fall comes and withers the spring flowers
So fall has come to my heart to wither the flower of hope thereRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619522007-12-29T18:38:12-08:002007-12-29T18:38:12-08:00Hope diesAs the crevase in my breaking heart begins to widen
The pain is almost too much to bear
The pain had dulled, perhaps mending I thought
Only to burst forth again in pain
As my hope slowy, painfully withers and diesRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619492007-12-29T18:33:38-08:002007-12-29T18:33:38-08:00WallsBrick by brick I isolate myself
to protect myself from hurt
To shield myself from heartache
My tears are my company
Hot when I shed them
now have grown cold
Seemingly all I will have
as I grow oldRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-172879.6619432007-12-29T18:27:45-08:002007-12-29T18:27:45-08:00OverOnce here, then gone
Once solid,then vapor
Trust, Love, Life
Once so real, then a dream,
OverRed Queen of Broken Heartshttps://fubar.com/sweetntastyrednoreply@fubar.com