VISINE

Rise Above This (Live-Seether)taken by me 11-18-08 NYC

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 25 Nov 2008 18:55:03 -0800

Seether NYC 11/18/08 -

Broken Live(SEETHER)-filmed by me NYC 11-08-08

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 25 Nov 2008 18:52:39 -0800

seether nyc - Seether live,taken at the hammerstein ballromm NYC on 11-18-08 by me.

B-DAY GIFT

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Fri, 26 Sep 2008 00:16:05 -0700

SO,NEIL YOUNG,MYFAV, IS PLAYING DEC 15TH AT MADISON SQUARE GARDEN, WHO WANTS TO TAKE ME? ANY TAKERS?

cant sleep

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 29 Jul 2008 23:32:15 -0700

H.

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Sat, 26 Jul 2008 18:46:33 -0700

What's coming through is alive. What's holding up is a mirror. But what's singing songs is a snake Looking to turn this piss to wine. They're both totally void of hate, But killing me just the same. The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again. Considerately. Venomous voice, tempts me, Drains me, bleeds me, Leaves me cracked and empty. Drags me down like some sweet gravity. The snake behind me hisses What my damage could have been. My blood before me begs me Open up my heart again. And I feel this coming over like a storm again. I am too connected to you to Slip away, to fade away. Days away I still feel you Touching me, changing me, And considerately killing me. Without the skin, Beneath the storm, Under these tears The walls came down. And the snake is drowned and As I look in his eyes, My fear begins to fade Recalling all of those times. I could have cried then. I should have cried then. And as the walls come down and As I look in your eyes My fear begins to fade Recalling all of the times I have died and will die. It's all right. I don't mind. I am too connected to you to Slip away, to fade away. Days away I still feel you Touching me, changing me, And considerately killing me.

Embrace this moment. Remember, We are Eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 15 May 2007 23:31:41 -0700

We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Alive, I In this holy reality, in this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding me, feeling eternal All this pain is an illusion. Twirling round with this familiar parable. Spinning, weaving round each new experience. Recognize this as a holy gift and celebrate this chance to be alive and breathing. This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality. Embrace this moment. Remember. We are eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

Swing on the Spiral of our Divinity......SPIRAL OUT...KEEP GOING...SPIRAL OUT

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 15 May 2007 23:00:49 -0700

Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must Feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines. Black then white are all I see in my infancy. red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. lets me see there is so much more and beckons me to look through to these infinite possibilities. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend. Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition leaving all these opportunities behind. Feed my will to feel this moment urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come. I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human. With my feet upon the ground I lose myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in, I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out, I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no one's been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no one's been. Spiral out. Keep going, going... TOOL June 9th, Atlantic City, FUCK YEAH!!!!

H.

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Tue, 15 May 2007 22:53:50 -0700

KoRn unplugged w Robert Smith and Amy Lee

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Wed, 07 Mar 2007 08:28:52 -0800

Waste-Staind

noreply@fubar.com (PERFECTDISASTER) — Fri, 02 Mar 2007 10:28:25 -0800

Your mother came up to me She wanted answers only she should know Only she should know It wasn't easy to deal With the tears that rolled down her face I had no answers 'cause I didn't even know you But these words They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste How could you paint this picture? Was life as bad as it should seem That there were no more options for you I can't explain how I feel I've been there many times before I've tasted the cold steel of my life crashing down before me But these words They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste Did Daddy not love you? Or did he love you just too much? Did he control you? Did he live through you at your cost? Did he leave no questions for you to answer on your own? WELL FUCK THEM! AND FUCK HER! AND FUCK HIM! AND FUCK YOU! For not having The strength in your heart To pull through! I've had doubts! I have failed! I've fucked up! I've had plans! Doesn't mean I should take My Life With my own hands But these words They can't replace The life you... ...the life you waste But these words The don't replace The life you... THE LIFE YOU WASTE