tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-107892006-10-06T11:51:17-07:00My Blogs =)A fubar user blog.I Cry Black Tearzhttps://fubar.com/icryblacktearznoreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10789.305712006-10-06T11:51:17-07:002006-10-06T11:51:17-07:00I'm new to lost cherryOkay I'm new to this site, so any help you could give would be greatly appreciated! Thanks!I Cry Black Tearzhttps://fubar.com/icryblacktearznoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10789.301862006-10-06T02:20:58-07:002006-10-06T02:20:58-07:00This is a song I wrote when I was 16This is a song that I wrote when I was only 16. This is the only song I've ever wrote. I've played around with the lyrics a little bit and changed them around here and there, but just read it and tell me what you think. It has no music to it.
Knee-Deep in Suicide
Bend me, break me,
Mold me, make me,
These feelings I have inside,
They have no place to hide,
Considering all my thoughts,
It's all your fault.
*chorus
Cause I'm knee-deep in suicide,
Crying tears of black inside,
Take off my clothes,
Lay me down,
Fuck my brains out,
While I frown.
Get the liquor,
Grab a glass,
Turn me over,
Smack my ass.
Beat me, beat me, 1, 2, 3.
Beat me, beat me, can't you see?
Considering all my thoughts,
It's all your fault.
Repeat chorus 2x
While I frown.
While I frown.
Considering all my thoughts,
It's all your fault.I Cry Black Tearzhttps://fubar.com/icryblacktearznoreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10789.301742006-10-06T01:46:32-07:002006-10-06T01:46:32-07:00This is a poem that I found and really liked a lot...IF I KNEW
If I knew it would be the last time
That I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time!
I could spare an extra minute
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything just right.
There will l always be another day
to say "I love you,"
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do?"
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance
you get to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,
That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
and whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear
Take time to say "I'm sorry,"
"Please forgive me," "Thank you," or "It's okay."
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
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