tag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-107082006-10-20T21:12:39-07:00PoetryA fubar user blog.Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comfubartag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.494872006-10-20T21:12:39-07:002006-10-20T21:12:39-07:00Your the only personPeople don't know exactly what it is about me
They don't understand what I want to be
Nobody knows the truth or why I do the things I do
But one person does and that person is you
You are the only person I know that is always by my side
You helped me through hard times when I almost cried
When I felt alone with out any hope
You gave me a smile and the strength to cope
You've been there for me more than I can say
You're my guardian angel in your own special way
You can take everything bad and turn it to good
Just because if it was you, you know that I would
If there ever was a shadow covering my light
I could count on you to help me see right
You're the only person who truly knows me
You're the only person who respects what they see
Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.494792006-10-20T21:07:05-07:002006-10-20T21:07:05-07:00The Battle WithinSleepless nights,
dreadful dreams,
are haunting me.
The mysterious sounds
of the night,
are very frightening me.
Panic and rage
Runs through my body
The devil is trying to get in.
Day after day
I fight off the urges
That would be so satisfying
A battle rages
Deep within my soul
It's all I can do to hold on.
Prayer is my weapon,
faith gives me peace of mind,
to stop the demons from taking over.
Depression knocks me down,
Grace picks me back up,
As the battle still rages
I pray and pray
For the fight to end
But I know the battle is still within.Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.494732006-10-20T21:03:15-07:002006-10-20T21:03:15-07:00What Could You SayWhat could you say,
if your daughter ever got raped?
or say your son was a mass murderer,
or had a life you couldn't escape?
What could you say,
if your body was so broken,
because your father beat you,
and called you names thaT remain unspoken?
what could you say
if you fell into depression
became bulimic or anorexic
because of your body's imperfections?
what could you say,
if tearS came to my eyes?
would you hold mE tightly in your arms?
or simply watch me cry
what could you say
if my words came to an end?
Would you help me recover from broken hopes
and help me make amends
what would you say
if I were never here
would you continue on with everyday life
as I slowly disappear? Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.410542006-10-14T18:33:44-07:002006-10-14T18:33:44-07:00When I Look At YouRed hot lover
Deep purple moon
Headed towards salvation
Beautiful butterfly erupting from cocoon
Ecstasy kicking in
Longing in your eyes
Temptation outweighing me,
Under sapphire skies
Your taste
Your touch
So wonderful and erotic
The attraction’s almost too much
Red, raw passion
Sexual ecstasy
Feels so true
You unleash me
In your arms
Yet, so very free
My passion for you,
Will forever be. Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.410352006-10-14T18:13:22-07:002006-10-14T18:13:22-07:00Saga Of My TearsI sit all alone in this room
As memories unfold
Tears streaming down my face again
This pain never grows old
Some say it's a state of mind
But it's my heart that really hurts
I only aim to please you all
But what's a smile really worth?
This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears
A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years
If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear
The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears
They say that life's a trip
I hit the ground face first
Lost everything I ever wanted
But it could have been worse
Or that's what they tell me
Do they sit alone in the dark?
Or stare into broken mirrors
Thinking it's the pieces of their heart
This is the story of my life
The saga of my tears
A story told a thousand times
Remade over the years
If you listen up closely
Maybe you might hear
The beating of my heart
And the saga of my tears
This is the saga of my tears
A saga that never ends
This a the saga of my tears
That fall from cheeks til the endGrizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.310352006-10-06T18:41:48-07:002006-10-06T18:41:48-07:00The Kiss<b>The Kiss</b>
Look deep into my eyes,
Feel them devouring the very sight of you,
Feel the unseen forces.
That draws us together,
Your tongue wetting your lips
From a mouth that’s dry,
Feel me peering into your soul,
Seeing your desire,
Your need,
Your wanting,
My head slowly leans into you,
As my mouth draws near,
My lips part slightly,
As I breathe in deeply,
Taking in your scent,
Letting my mind bask in your aroma,
I wrap your hair around my hand,
As I pull back your head,
I hear you whimper,
Your sharp intake of breath,
It increases my need,
My longing,
I press my lips into yours,
Crushing them,
Then we taste,
We feel,
We lust,
My tongue demands entrance,
And it starts to tease,
Then joins with yours in a dance of lust,
My arms reach around you,
Pulling you in,
Pressing our bodies together,
Feeling each others warmth,
Each others desire,
I breathe into you,
Taking a little of your soul,
Your eyes open,
Looking deep into mine,
Then our lips part,
And a little piece of us is ripped asunder,
We breathe deep,
Remembering the moment,
Savouring the essence,
Our heads spin,
Filled with thoughts of each other,
Your eyes look down,
A little shy,
A little nervous,
In case you have given away too much of yourself,
Then you look up,
Expectantly,
Gazing deep into my eyes,
And I smile.Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.310292006-10-06T18:30:26-07:002006-10-06T18:30:26-07:00Perfect Drop of Sweat<b>Perfect Drop of Sweat</b>
In the small of her back
floats a perfect drop of sweat,
no alluring feature does it lack:
musty, tempting, wet.
Resting in a lake enclosed by land
surrounding beads threaten to break,
but with a light caress of my hand
the bead does not join the wake.
Drifting across the rise of her hips,
tickling, whispering, nibbling her skin,
goose bumps rise to meet my lips;
shivers, quivers, echo from deep within.
With an arch of her back the journey begins,
the perfect drop sails over delicate flesh
completely unaware of our delicious sins,
it rides over her skin to where our bodies mesh.
She turns to her side, it travels around the world
to drift down the valley 'tween rising hills
and exit again to a new land unfurled,
ready to take part in our sensual thrills.
I chase it's descent down her graceful neck,
the drop rises then pauses at the crest of her chin
like a sea faring gull aboard a ships deck.
But with the top of my lip I brush the drop in
to tide pools churning beneath my lovers mouth
and up over the swell of her lip.
My eyes look north, my hands move south,
I puase for a moment and then take a sip.
And for the drop it's the journeys end;
I share the sweet drop with a lovers kiss.
She opens her legs, her knees bend,
and we drift on a sea of sexual bliss. Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.299482006-10-05T20:37:41-07:002006-10-05T20:37:41-07:00RegretUp somewhere in the distance I see a man so old
all his life's' belongings he lost long ago or sold.
As years passed by, he waited for his future to unfold,
Now bitterness consumes him and his hopes have all grown cold
Family can't console him in the last years of his life
No children ever born to him before he lost his wife
He watched his friends die one by one - each caused him so much strife
But it's love he lost that cut his soul much worse than any knife
Each day he plays the memories - the songs of life he's stored
Still vivid are his thoughts of her - strike a too familiar cord
On the day he fell in love with her he knelt and thanked the Lord
But the day she left it broke his heart - a price one can't afford
So many years have passed since then - still he never was the same
Still burdened with the sadness because he found no one to blame
As for the hope he'd love again - well that day it never came
The future forever darkened as his tears put out the flame
A key to life he learned too late to some will seem absurd
A lesson of this life best felt than kept if only heard
Of all the gifts bestowed in life its meaning's often blurred
Love must be shown with actions cause it's more than just a word
Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.299432006-10-05T20:34:21-07:002006-10-05T20:34:21-07:00Crying in the NightThe lonsemone kid cries in the night,
He hopes to become as strong as a knight.
With his shining armour and gleaming sword,
Then before the battle, he thinks of her.
He gets a smile on his face,
Then dodges the mace.
And when he wins,
He looks at all the grins.
But when he goes home,
He tends to his wounds.
Then he cries in the middle of the night,
All over again
Grizzlyhttps://fubar.com/215548noreply@fubar.comtag:fubar.com,2010:BlogAtom-10708.299362006-10-05T20:28:53-07:002006-10-05T20:28:53-07:00Lost and Falling<b>Lost and Falling</b>
Life frozen or caught on fire,
why does it matter?
Cut deep or shallow scratch,
in narrow alleys with a patch of darkness.
Falling up or getting down,
a cup of glass cutting our throats.
Mass collections of suicide notes,
and a small amount of hope.
Falling into death in deep with darkness,
seeking thought or maybe not.
Going in circles with out a fight,
not slavery and so far out of sight.
Loss and false hopes binding us down,
its our cost of not being found.
Sounds of voices peek in our heads,
fallen asleep deep in our beds.
Graves of memories found in our dreams,
deep dreams filling with passion and rising with action.
Faith calling and showing our fates,
knowing of death and full of hates.
Sedating our minds and lost hopes of love,
kind and gentle thoughts of warmness,
Killed our fate of endless fought circles,
lonelyness found here between worlds.
The sound of calling,
found and falling.
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