With my hormone levels moving so slowly I chose not to go in and have my blood draw this week because I couldnt handle the letdown of another drop of a whopping 2 points. I just couldnt take it. My body is now acting like it was when I was FIRST pregnant....sore chest, tired, mild nausea and it makes no sense. Mike asked if maybe I could be pregnant again. I said its possible but pretty unlikely. We have come up with maybe my body is experiencing my pregnancy in reverse. That seems more possible to me. I have friends on a Trying To Conceive after Miscarriage message board that are worried for me due to my symptoms because they have GTD. This is a condition where after a miscarriage...the body retains some tissue and it turns into an infection that becomes a tumor that is life threatening and needs to be treated with chemo injections. They said that its not normal for the hormone numbers to slow down so much like they have and that that is what has happened to them. I am very scared and I have an appt to go see a dr today. I am gonna tell her I want answers once and for all. I want an ultrasound to see if there is anything left inside me or if there is another baby in there. If not then I will accept that its just my body taking its time but I need those answers. Thanks for letting me rant and share my fears.
Angie
