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My Fantasy life starts with romance.....The kind of romance that has uncondition love, the love thats makes you feel so good inside that its too good to be true...True love is what I crave....Being kissed and held for a long time while being caressed...soft and gentle touch of warm lips touching mine and falling deeper and deeper in love while his warm hands gentley touch my face and work there way around to my back and starts to rub my back....Im already feeling the good feeling as Im writing this.....Its the "AHH" feeling..makes me melt into his arms like hot fudge...I love this feeling so much that I wish it was real....Thinking about it isnt enough, I really want to feel it...I want my husband to be the man of my dreams, he is in a way, but there is more to him that he doesnt show...Im trying to get him to open up more but he hides from me.....Im inlove with the man inside of my husband...My true love inside my husband doesnt come out that much.....I only wish he would come out and be with me....I feel so alone even when Im not alone....What else could I do but dream? I dream all the time.....I have to pretend that I have the perfect man...No one is perfect but the man I saw in him seemed perfect to me...I must really love my husband since Im going to wait a life time for him to come out and be with me....Hes sitting 5 feet away from me right now and it seems like hes not even here.....I need romance, attention, affection,caring, understanding, love and truth.....Without that, we have nothing, I have nothing...I wonder if he really loves me like he says he does.....How can I find that out? He buys me things but anyone can do that...He married me but it doesnt mean anything to him, its just a piece of paper he says....I think marriage is more than that.....We took our vows and at the same time made a vow to GOD.....Vows I will not break and I will keep my promise to them.....I wish he would own up to his vows.....I yurn a life that doesnt exist and dont think it ever will....That is why I fantasize...
