sweetcreeangel's blog: "family"

i have the most incrediably annoying group of kids...

my 16 year old son alex is driving me crazy!!!!!!i never seem to know what is on his mind any more...whats worse even when i just think i got it figured out it changes!!!is it because he is becoming a man(or in his eyes a man already)or is it the fact that he is a teenager and male?at most women and men are different creatures that the other cannot figure out..i think it gets worse when that male is a teenager and you are his mother....lol....well not only that he wants to start a band which is going to be called reversed 96 (lol i hope you got the joke i know i did) and he is talking about joining a band...in which he will be their lead singer(if thats what you call what he does)...plus everyday in the last two weeks since he got his lip pierced this is all i hear about!!!!

tell me when does it end???(frowns)if there isnt isnt bad enough that my oldest is giving me a headache my only daughter is too...she hates me!!!!so dramatic!!!!i know!!!!she is 12 wants to date,has a boy (and yes i must say boy)in mind...doesnt like the clothes i bought her cause they make her look fat!!!(even though she picked them out it is still somehow my fault)loves the shoes but wants new ones...i swear she said she'll die if she doesnt get to wear heels!!!!if i die will i give her my butta boots!!!!yes,she did say that!!!

i swear teenagers!!!!!lol....well i cant say that about all my kids...my second oldest son is 15 and these days an angel compared to my other two....he is wanting to wear a purity ring...he wants to save himself for marriage...he biggest crime is that he is a nerd compared to his older brother (trust me according to my 16 yr old and my 12 yrd old my 15 yr old is going to soically ruin them)......i love the fact that he is passive,gentle and nerdy...it shows that he was character,aint afraid to enjoy what he likes which includes anime (which i was told is a big thing for him)....hes not afraid to like his elvis pressley music and whatnot...of all my teenagers he is the most pleasant and poilte...i often look at him and wonder why it is that i got blessed with such a sweet kid like him and his baby brother.....

my youngest child turned 10 in april and loves karate and hates girls..he is colourful and swears up n down once he gets his brown belt he is going to kick his ass!!!!lol its cute!

yes i noticed!!!!that my blog is about love...i am getting to that point i swear....

this is that point no matter how much your child drives you crazy or how good they are...they love you and you love them....

there is no getter love then love of your child...i love this lesson and i respect...i am truly thank-ful for my babies regradless of what they do to drive me nuts or do to make me proud!!!!

whoa seems like yesterday i was 16 and in trouble all the time...becoming a new mom...was it really only yesterday my mom was crying over something i did.....that was 1994

now its 2010 and my kid is 16 and getting into trouble now im crying over somthing he did.....yes karma is a bitch....

life throws things at you sometimes.....sometimes its hard,sometimes its not....someties its rough but you always got family to back you up...that way i am lucky yes my kids are driving m nuts but hey they are my kids and i love them very much...truly no matter what life throws at me i know i will always have my family so for that i am thank-ful

Ok I'm a serious Daddy's girl.I mean who doesn't have their favorite parent?Mine is my daddy.he's easy going,non-judgmental.The total opposite of my control freak of a mother. I like the fact that even though he is heading for 63 this year,he listens,really listens to what I have to say.When I am done crying,we talk about all sorts of things.Everything from sex to my kids.I like the fact that he seems to put every-one around him at ease. He came from a very humble back-ground where they had next to nothing,sometimes only each other.ONe of 9 nine kids is my day.Hard to believe he can remeber when shoes were like only 25 cents.Kinda crazy but MEH whatever. One day he's going to leave me and ya I will cry but until then I will continue to be daddy's baby girl. PS Thanks to Daddy I have a car.......lol

Today as I sit here and write this out,it's hard to believe that it's my baby's birthday.He's 7 today. Looking back at the diva of the group.(I swear every group has one.)I realize that he's the one I am still trying to figure out........lol. He is really different then his older brothers.Where I know what they like and what they dont(girls girls girls,lol).He is a different child all together.He has a thing about his hair,once it's done no one can touch it.He has to dress a certain way,talk a certain way,just be different.Not shy to stand out in a crowd and he's a mommy's baby.The only one.He can share certain things and throw a major tanterm if he doesnt want to,lol. I love the way he says tranformer and green it souns really sweet and always makes me laugh. So,today April 14th,2007 Happy Birthday,Baby!

With out a doubt this is my oldest child the child of my soul.He is senstive,sweet,kind and boyishly charming.Tonight he wanted to talk to me about what to do about girls,dang,is it what it's really like to be 13 again.I dk,it's be 16 almost 17 years since I've been there.lol I can only hope that I told my SMART son what to do.All of my kids have brains which I am very proud to say that they use. Yet as he hits through this diffcult time is in his life I wish I could tell him that it will get easier but I will not lie to him.Not worth the time,trouble or effort trying to keep up the lie. Alex,is my sweet-heart,my feelings and definatly a charmer as is both of his brothers.When does it get easier being a mother of any child? Hopefully soon,lol. I can only hope I do right by them.

my second oldest son,my brain just turned 12 on the 30 of march.He shares a birthday with my kokum. he is handsome.i adore him with my heart n soul.I cant believe it but next year he will be a teenager.I already have a hard time letting go of his older brother who just became a teenager,it hurts knowing soon he will be come a man.Which is already acting like. He's girl crazy,lol.Reminds me alot of my brother Smokey at that age actually.beautifully and smart.Innocent(for now).i actually hope that innocence of his stays awhile I don't want him to be all grown up too fast,for sure. Dang with the way he acts sometimes he isnt trying to grow up,know what I mean? But I'm sure that with that level head of his is the smarts that all men in my family seem to be borned with.If that makes any sense. So,I'm proud to say that my son,my baby is smart,sweet and really sun to be around.

Chris aint really family but he's WAY TOO GOOD for the dont know thing/heading,whatever.Hime and I started talking right after I joined here and went from friends to being lovers(so to speak) to IDK. The thing is I was sooooooooooooo flipping crazy over him,still am but with the fact that we don't talk any more,no more cute little messages,nothing.I'm feeling like he's advoiding me and the truth be told I feel it's for the best. I love him and I do adore him,any girl who would get him would be lucky.Soometimes I just wish that girl was me.The last time we spoke he said that he missed me and that he still loved me. I honestly want to believe that but I did something stupid and I don't think we'd ever be right again. Sometimes I wonder if losing a friend do to mistakes or even a loved one to do mistakes is worth what you did in the first place. The answer for sure is no. So I guess the lesson in this case is think carefully before you do.

I have three brothers and each one of them mean soemthing different to me.this brother I am writing about is the one I think to date I have the weirdest relationship with.I love him to death and so happy that he moved back.When it coems to me HE ALWAYS SAYS ONE THING AND DOES ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He alays has my back and yet well it seems he knows almost everything to know about me and I about him,he threw another twist into play. He was in the paper for his work with kids,which was fine but it really truly suprised me on how much my kid brother had grown up and truly became his on man and how much of a singer he truly is when people at the bar we were at didnt want him to leave without singing. They liked him better then the person playing!it was crazy but I had pride in my eyes as I watched him play a song he wrote. He's 27 and been through alot in his short life,we all have but I have to say for him going from a criminal who was either going to be dead by 21 or in the PEN to singer/writer/artist and Youth Worker. He has come along way BABY!!!!!!!!! I'm proud of you,little brother

My gramps,is being buried tommorrow.He finally lost his battle with cancer.So,tommorrow at 2pm,I go n say my finally good-byes to him.It's going to be hard,cuz even now with all this pain going on it feels surreal.I want to call him up n say'gramps what do I do?I hurt,help me deal with this.'But i can't cuz it's do to his death that I am feeling this pain,and emptiness.It's unreal,IDK what to do. Expect put on my prettest dress,go n say good-bye to a great man who was there to make me laugh n called me 'mellie girl'.I'm going to miss that n him alot. So,my gramps,heart of my hearts,RIP,you will always be remembered by me as a sweetheart that doesn't judge and loved me for me. GEORGE JAMES FALCONER JULY 18.1938 TO MARCH 10TH,2007 AGE 68YRS RIP I LOVE YOU

Cookies,pieces of advice is what makes a grandmother or mother special.Yet,within my family it doesnt work that way with my mother.My mother seems to like to have other people mother her,lol. When did it become ok for me to become my mother's parent.Or even best friend?I'm tired of it always being my place for her to lean on,doesn't she have friends to help her solve her problems,or maybe it's just to the point where I have beomce truly cycial.God,I hope not.When it comes to my mother though,nothing surpises me,for sure. Don't get me wrong,I love my mother very much,even if she does confuse me,maybe I am finally realizes that mother is a woman with sexually needs n wants too,lol,idk. Then again I have known this for along time and jjust finally learning to live with it now.Knowing me it's probably the latter of the two. My mother can be will of live n a good time,don't get me wrong on that either.yet,lately she is changing maybe that is why I am truly confused and angry with how she is living her live.What I dont get is if she is so much hating her relationship why she just doesnt get out now.IDK maybe it's just me and the way that I think.Who knows? One thing i do know for sure when it comes to mothers no one wants to dater their mother and for ladies no one wants to be come their mothers.