Lowrider85 Hubby to Italianhazeleyes's blog: "family"

look i hear wait til monday an then we can be together. i'm tired of waiting an wondering what is goin to happen i've been doin it for over a year between listening to "i'm not happy" to "we are through i need to leave"..i don't want to wait anymore cause there is a baby to worry about and i don't want him dragged into any messes.i just don't want to be screwed over anymore i just want to be happy so if what i ask ain't good enough til after monday then guess i really wasn't good enough at all.i need something to happen an it's got to be before monday..PLEASE let me know i'll be back on later....

look i got this problem i had an awsomw girl that took me for granted an now realizes that.she had got put in jail for hitting me i didn't want to do it but i had to do it so that she saw that i love her do death an thought that was the only way to help her cause nothing else i did seemed to work.i didn't know what else to do please forgive me. i got her a diamond ring earrings cooked for her on several romantic occasions. i did everything i could think of to make her happy an all i got from her is i'm not happy i didn't an still don't know why...i want to talk to her but don't want either of us to get into anymore trouble cause i still love her..i want to be with her nobody can take her place as a mother or my girl an i hope she feels noone can replace me a a father or her man..please tell me yourself if you feel the same no problems i promise...i want to be a family an raise Chris jr the way he should be raised with a MOTHER AND FATHER HAPPY together.... please leave comments an help me oout i really want her back swear on our son...