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Hello, I guess i feel like blabbing my mouth off today because i have sso much on my mind, to start off i am so pissed at my mom.. she just does not give a shit about me and im sick of it.. how can you talk to your sons but not either of your daughters??? I get why your mad at me but are we not supposed to forgive? i mean i have been done wrong by my mom a few times and i still forgive..... I think about her every single day. not a day goes by i dont think of her and want to call her.. i mean does she not even remember me, does she not think of me ever? no calls on Christmas no calls on my Birthday, I just knew she was going to call, or at least text me.. but hey thats what i get for thinking.. i think that maybe sometimes i hate my mom and im threw with thinking about her but i cant. i try and i try but when i look in the mirror i see her. sometimes it may be a good thing but other times its bad, i hate seeing her in me. i would never want to have a kid and never talk to her over something i had no control over. but i guess thats why they say life is not fair. i miss my mom. i wish i didnt... *wipes tears away*

But im a grown woman and i will move on this is just  a blog.. i may summit it or i may delete it like the others lol, i just like to type and talk and i rarly have anyone to talk too.. I love you mom i wish you knew that.