right now and the whole time i went to the store " i had to bite my tongue " my own brother charges me gas money every time, and the store is only about 5 city blocks away " and the thing is he would`t even have the car, but i helped get him on program that got him the car, or he`d still be in a welfare paid hotel or on the streets, and when i had a car and he did`t i did`t charge him gas moneys every time, and sometimes i went more miles then just to the dam store, i was already feeling bad "" now i hit bottom but seeing RED """" !