Sometimes I think I am so naive, and other times I think I am really just stupid. About some things...
I am a person who is very big on communication. I wither without it and where there is no communication, inevitably relationships, friendships and even the workplace suffer for the lack thereof.
I suppose some could say that is a sign of weakness, however communication is as essential to everyday life as water is to plants, flowers and trees...without it they will perish.
What I fail to understand, and ultimately hurts my heart the most, is why some refuse to communicate "honestly". Why do they think they can't say what's truly on their mind? I welcome it, I welcome honesty and straight-forwardness. If I ask you a question, I want you to answer me truthfully. I don't want you to sugar coat it and I definately don't want or deserve the silent treatment.
I honestly don't think it is too much to ask of anyone, especially someone you're in a relationship with, to communicate their feelings to you. I would expect them to expect the same from me.
Hmmmm...now that I think about it, maybe that's just it, they don't really want to know how I REALLY feel, they'd just'd rather leave me wondering...well I'm here to tell those of you that do me like that, I think you suck! I also think you're selfish cowards!
If you can't tell me you just aint feelin' it no more, or that maybe you still got feelins for your ex, or you don't have time to invest in our friendship, or you never REALLY loved me, you were just caught up in a moment, or you were in love with an idea, or that you never had any intention of following through with anything you said to me, or you didn't really mean anything you told me or promised me, then you really don't deserve anything from me.
Jeepers criminy, just SAY IT for God's sake! TELL ME HOW YOU REALLY FEEL! Any of you...all of you...Friends, Family, Boyfriend...SERIOUSLY.
I've been writing and posting alot of pieces in my other blog about Psychic, Emotional, and Energy Vampires. In my studies I am learning that I am surrounded by them in my every day life to the point that if I wasn't so aware, I would be seriously overwhelmed!
I'm affording y'all the chance that you never gave me.
COMMUNICATE WITH ME!
In Perfect Love & Perfect Trust,
Jeanne
