Just whatever,don't care anymore,really I don't. Work my ass off to open up and trust people,the second I do, I my heart riped out. From a friend that i loved, told her My feelings for this guy,trusted her then anout hour or so ago he gets on and tells me that they are together.Have been for sometime now. He even has the guts to say it was my fault for getin attached. That him and her or not at fault here. Yet both of them knew my feelings. Then he also ask me not to tell her that we had this talk. Told him I wouldn't and I won't. Then he say I don't want you to be sad or hurt,then I say fine if you mean that then no teling anyone either. Just so like me, it's always my fault never anyone eles so they say, Just when I think it can't get any worse it always does. SO Ya,I don't give shit anymore,I don't believe in anything anymore, just can't, Fuck if I do and Fuck if I don't. So from now on, fuck it, no one will ever know me.Then in time I'll just fade away.
