ladyj juggalo family's blog: "Everything"

She looks to the sky, so very late at night. She questions herself, and everything she's become. She wonders how, she even made it this far. The tears start to flow, and she feels so alone. Little does she know, she has friends back at home. Someone who will listen, and try to understand. For to them shes wonderful, more beautiful then what she see's. She runs from the past, and hides from what could be. She is my friend, and she means so much to me!

She sits alone, on an unusual path. Wondering how, she'll make it back. She got lost, and is so confused. Listening close, and praying for you. She looks to the sky, to find the moon. and wishing that someone, would come and find her. She thinks to herself, you'll hear her prayer. And maybe tomorrow, she'll wake with you there. She has tried so hard, and failed with faith. She has listened so long, and lost her place. She wants you near, to hold her close. She wants to hear, that everything's ok. Her friend until the end, she'll be there for you. She will try and help, and keep you near. Talk to her and let her know, whats going on there at home. Only until then, she'll sit alone. And ponder the things, shes ever done wrong.

She is so beautiful, with her skin so pale. Her love is deep, and ready to derail. Her eyes so blue, with a heart of ice. Her touch is fatal, you'll pay the price. She pulls you in, with a lovely voice. You fall in love, without a choice. She makes you feel, like a king. You'll never know, your in a deadly ring. She will grant, your every wish. As your blood, fills the dish. She starts to smile, and whispers in your ear. "This is my love, its yours my dear." She traces you lips, as you fall cold. The love of the devil, never grows old.

Tears are forming, in her eyes. she cant beleive, in all his lies. So many years, they had together. She thought this love, would last forever. All the promises, that he made. Now he's leaving, her in the shade. She loved him, with all her heart. In her world, they were never apart. Now he's gone, and shes alone. All thats left, are the memories and home. Why did he drive, after the party. He could have been, a little tarty. There love is something, she'll never forget. His death is one thing, she'll always regret. She'll see him, in the stars. She'll feel him riding, in the car. Never again, will she find love. Until their runited, up above.

Her eyes begin to glisten, as she thinks about the past. The memories that haunt her, her happiness never last. All the things she wanted, and eveyone who loved her. Nothing went un-noticed, no matter who was there. The tears begin to fall, as she looks into the mirror. Praying to the heavens above, to find a fatal cure. She wants to forget it all, and slowly fade away. Knowing that tomorrow, is another painful day. She always has a smile, and a hug to give to you. Even thought in return, she gets all of the abuse. Never would she think, so badly of your passing. Nor would she bring you back, to a torment thats ever lasting. He drags her to his room, each and every night. He throws her on his bed, where she begins to fight. She starts to scream out loud, while her cloths are being ripped. He's quick to shut her up, with a deadly grip. She looks into his eyes, knowing he'll soon be done. He kisses her on the lips, and calls her his special one. Later on that night, she came to visit you. She talked as you listened, you knew it all was true. For it wasnt long ago, it was you instead of her. But your prayers where answered, for the fatal cure. Only she would know, the pain and the sorrow. No matter what they say, there is no brighter tomorrow. Only tonight has an end, as she lays next to you. Her one and only sister, the one she knows is true. Her fingers trace the words, engraved on your stone. As the blood runs down her arm, under the light of the moon. She had to say good bye, as she lay next her friend. For the same reason you'll be together, she has met her fatal end.