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created on 04/17/2008  |  http://fubar.com/everyone/b207951
So, it's once again the Christmas season. Thanksgiving has passed. I sit here and think about the value of family and friends. My life would be empty with out either. This holiday season is especially tough for me since my grams died in September suddenly, which is weird because 2 weeks before she died I had seen her and hugged her and told her I loved her. I continually want to call her and talk to her and go to pick up the phone and remember that she isn't around anymore. Every time I think about her I start to cry. Even looking at pictures, jewelry, or knick knacks that she gave to me pulls at my heart. I know she is in a better place where she isn't hurting anymore, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to be selfish and have her back here where I can see her and hug her and tell her I love her. For my whole family this year has been hard. This past Thanksgiving wasn't the same because the whole family wasn't together. This Christmas is going to be really hard because we will all be together but missing one person, Grams. I know she will be watching and she will be with us in spirit. Cherish the time you have with your family. You never know what will happen. I don't meant to be doom and gloom but this is just going to be a hard holiday for me.
Well I know at least a couple of you are on the way to NC... guessing nobody wants to see me *sniffles*
So I'm going to be headed south Jan 8-10. If anyone is between Arlington, VA and Asheville, NC and wants me to stop and see them let me know. :) I'd be happy for the break in the long 8 hour drive lol.


So yeah... I'm alive... really I am... miss me? :P
I've been quiet now for almost 2 weeks - With the exception of a few people I know around here - I'm thinking that if I dropped off the face of this earth nobody would really give 2 shits. So - wow - ok - buhbye now.
So i had a fairly bad evening. i went out to see my mother today. Picked her up and we went to Barnes and Noble because i was looking for a CD. While we are there she says "Where is the health section". So i asked and we walked over and i asked her what she was looking for. She THEN decides to tell me that my Grams was diagnosed with Alzheimer's disease. What a blow to the stomach! She thought i might like to get a book on it so that i know what might happen. i already knew something wasn't right. When i was with my Grams last weekend she was calling me Evelyn. i don't even know who that is. Last weekend was very hard seeing my Grams like that. She has always known who i am. It broke my heart. And now to hear this news. So i broke down earlier crying because the woman i knew as my grams is going to change and i don't know what to do.


So I got a new car last night! YAY FOR ME!!! :D New pics are up! :D *does a happy dance*
Well I heard from Ty - He is fine. Now before anyone else gets the bright idea to delete their account - add me to myspace so I don't lose you!!! :D http://www.myspace.com/happiness_love_harmony


hmmm - ok anyone else notice that the HH host has "Melissa ur my everything"???? Do i know this person? LMFAO They live a few hours from me... hmmmmmmmmmm
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