Gypsy's blog: "Everyone Should Know..."

I Know who I am I know what I want. I know where I have been and I know where I am going. I know the people I am taking along for the ride, I know what people I am leaving behind. To ALL those Friends I have made, and all the friends I have. Thanks for being there Through the good times as well as the bad. Drop me a line or two, once and a while say hi and make me smile. Always the Clown of Clowns.

Time is not a friend of mine. I have about 100 days left of sleepless nights left. I will be home in full soon enough, so please be patient. You Know who you are and if you are on you know what I mean. So when you feel Bad or Lonely, think of me and know that it is not any easier for me.

Everyone that READS TOO OLD... READ CAREFULLY!!! Don't think we or I am leaving Our (or My) friends... They are just not going to be FIRST in my life. I can't speak for the person I Love... I Can say tho' if you jump to the ASSUMPTION that WE (OR I) am leaving you all behind, that is not what I am saying. So I ask you to READ CAREFULLY. I stated that WE ARE PULLING BACK not leaving behind. Thanks.

Have you wondered why you shared in those past days, Given all your love and feelings in so many ways. Was your heart just longing for someone to care, Or just lonely cause no one was there. Feelings were shared from your heart you know, So much Love from feelings that did flow. If you turn back the clock those days won't end, Your love will be forever and more then a friend. But you took your loving feelings and walked away, Never saying good-bye to share another day. Life does bring loving days and some sorrow, Love is here today and could be gone tomorrow. By John E. Mingo Sr The Autor of this could say what I could not. So I am posting this here, for that special person. This is not me pushing you away... Just trying to say what I mean without the lines getting crossed.

Waitin, watchin the clock, its four oclock, its got to stop Tell him, take no more, she practices her speech As he opens the door, she rolls over... Pretends to sleep as he looks her over She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Ohh... Talkin to herself, theres no one else who needs to know... She tells herself, oh... Memories back when she was bold and strong And waiting for the world to come along... Swears she knew it, now she swears hes gone She lies and says shes in love with him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... She lies and says she still loves him, cant find a better man... She dreams in color, she dreams in red, cant find a better man... Cant find a better man (2x) Yeah... She loved him, yeah...she dont want to leave this way She feeds him, yeah...thats why shell be back again Cant find a better man (3x) Cant find a better...man... Ohh...ohh... Uh huh... (5x) Ohh...

XIII Sitting in my chair one night past sunset when there is no light I sit there, suffering from a sickness that may soon bring my end Suddenly, I hear a noise a hollow rapping on my door, late at night thirteen times comes the knock, I open the door but find no one Returning to bed, I hear the clock strike however odd this is, I own no clock the ringing continues, thirteen times then comes again the knocking, thirteen times A shadow rises at the foot of my bed cloaked in black, it grips a scythe and stares into my soul with two eyes like embers Death has come at last to harvest my soul now , on the thirteenth hour my time has come lifting the blade above its head, I hear "your time is up" the blade is swung and I am no more END

Well I know that I am not gonna say this right so I will say it the best I can. Good Bye. I will be around somewhere. Who knows where. Sooner or later maybe things will be as they should. But today is not what it needs to be. I know that form now on I will not utter the words I Love You Because I do not want to hear them back. My Heart has been walked all over one too many times to try any harder than I was. Now the Ball is in Your Court.

My Gift To You by Lonely Shadow I live through my dark existence only to bask in your beauty your eyes that shine like sapphires your smile that brightens even my sad existence I envy the wind that runs through your hair that touches your lips I long to touch you to hold you in my arms but I cannot for your heart belongs to another so, I can only love you from afar your friendship means more to me than anything this world provides but like an angel you touched my heart in a way that I've never felt before cause I've never known what love is until this day I know that we are only friends but my heart wishes it to be more so I will still hope and dream that one day I can feel your lips pressed to mine to hold you in my arms and say, "I love you"