Kendra Bush's blog: "Everyday"

I have come to realize that a man, will not make me happy I have to find that within myself...

I have come to realize that a cleaning helps me vent my anger...and then I get to enjoy it plus, its alot more legal then slashing a bitches tires!

I have come to realize that I can't please everyone so whats the point in even trying.

I have come to realize that there are people who will not like me even though they have never met me, but thats their own insecurities they need to work out.

I have come to realize that age and experience are 2 different things.

I have come to realize that Drinking is not for me. It makes me way to emotional when I already put my heart into everything I do sober...I prefer life without the added intensity...

I have come to realize its ok to step back to improve yourself...Because if you never better yourself...your always going to be the same person with the same issues for the rest of your life.

I have come to realize that being single and being alone are 2 VERY DIFFERENT things. When I was single is when I think I felt the most less alone ever in life...

I have come to realize that even when your happy in a realtionship its still good to take time away from the person your with...Most of the time when it's genuine happiness you appreciate them more when you are back together.

I have also come to realize that friends who are happy in relationships, although you may not see them as often...If your true if they ever need you, a good friend is one call away!

That is all for now....

I can feel

I can feel them

The tears falling freely down my face

The words you say, the things you do

The hurtful remarks that seem to sacrifice

The person I was yesterday for the person I am today

Would you understand if I told you

That im about to say goodbye to what we have

And start walking forward on my own?

When I say im fed up with the things you do

You smile and smirk and take it all as a joke

But what would you do if I just walked away

Never turning back to see you and your hurtful face again?

I know of a story 'Who Am I?' 
From my Granny's Diary 
The story tells of 'Who Am I?' 
From my Granny's Old heart 

She tells the tale 
of a Mother Mouse 
that visits her pot-soup 
and sings, and sings- 
'Leave me some meat' 
all night in her cooking room 

She tells the tale of a baby Cat 
that she found in a death-trap 
That plead to her- 'Take me home and I will make you proud' 

And so it came home that night 
to hear the mouse singing 
It pounce on the Mother Mouse 
that screamed, and screamed, and screamed- 

The Cunning Old Mouse do said-'You should at least have ask who am I... And if I dont tell you who I am, then take me as your evening meal' 

And so the poor baby Cat let her be 
To ask her 'Who are you?' 
But in a blink of an eye 
The Old Mouse dissappeared. 

The poor Cat went North to South 
to find the tricky Mouse 
It also went East to West 
But Mother Mouse was no where to be found 

Though Granny fell sick with laughter 
But truly the Cat made her proud 
If just for only one thing- 
The 'Leave me some meat' Singer never call on her pot-soup again!

112 ways to say I LOVE YOU ♥

English - I love you
Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief
Albanian - Te dua
Arabic - Ana behibek
Armenian - Yes kez sirumen
Bambara - M'bi fe
Bangla - Aamee tuma ke bhalo aashi
Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu
Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo
Bulgarian - Obicham te
Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah
Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a
Catalan - T'estimo
Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse
Chichewa - Ndimakukonda
Corsican - Ti tengu caru 
Creol - Mi aime jou
Croatian - Volim te
Czech - Miluji te
Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig
Dutch - Ik hou van jou
Esperanto - Mi amas vin
Estonian - Ma armastan sind
Ethiopian - Afgreki'
Faroese - Eg elski teg
Farsi - Doset daram
Filipino - Mahal kita
Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua
French - Je t'aime, Je t'adore
Frisian - Ik hald fan dy
Gaelic - Ta gra agam ort
Georgian - Mikvarhar
German - Ich liebe dich
Greek - S'agapo
Gujarati - Hoo thunay prem karoo choo
Hiligaynon - Palangga ko ikaw
Hawaiian - Aloha Au Ia`oe 
Hebrew - Ani ohev otah
Hiligaynon - Guina higugma ko ikaw
Hindi - Hum Tumhe Pyar Karte hae
Hmong - Kuv hlub koj
Hopi - Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian - Szeretlek
Icelandic - Eg elska tig
Ilonggo - Palangga ko ikaw
Indonesian - Saya cinta padamu
Inuit - Negligevapse
Irish - Taim i' ngra leat
Italian - Ti amo
Japanese - Aishiteru
Kannada - Naanu ninna preetisuttene
Kapampangan - Kaluguran daka
Kiswahili - Nakupenda
Konkani - Tu magel moga cho
Korean - Sarang Heyo
Latin - Te amo
Latvian - Es tevi miilu
Lebanese - Bahibak
Lithuanian - Tave myliu
Malay - Saya cintakan mu / Aku cinta padamu
Malayalam - Njan Ninne Premikunnu
Mandarin Chinese - Wo ai ni
Marathi - Me tula prem karto
Mohawk - Kanbhik
Moroccan - Ana moajaba bik
Nahuatl - Ni mits neki
Navaho - Ayor anosh'ni
Norwegian - Jeg Elsker Deg
Pandacan - Syota na kita!!
Pangasinan - Inaru Taka
Papiamento - Mi ta stimabo
Persian - Doo-set daaram
Pig Latin - Iay ovlay ouyay
Polish - Kocham Ciebie
Portuguese - Eu te amo
Romanian - Te iubesc
Russian - Ya tebya liubliu
Scot Gaelic - Tha gradh agam ort
Serbian - Volim te
Setswana - Ke a go rata
Sign Language - ,,,/ (represents position of fingers when signing'I Love You')
Sindhi - Maa tokhe pyar kendo ahyan
Sioux - Techihhila
Slovak - Lu`bim ta
Slovenian - Ljubim te
Spanish - Te quiero / Te amo
Swahili - Ninapenda wewe
Swedish - Jag alskar dig
Swiss-German - Ich lieb Di
Surinam - Mi lobi joe
Tagalog - Mahal kita
Taiwanese - Wa ga ei li
Tahitian - Ua Here Vau Ia Oe
Tamil - Nan unnai kathalikaraen
Telugu - Nenu ninnu premistunnanu
Thai - Phom rak khun 
Turkish - Seni Seviyorum
Ukrainian - Ya tebe kahayu
Urdu - mai aap say pyaar karta hoo
Vietnamese - Anh ye^u em
Welsh - 'Rwy'n dy garu di
Yiddish - Ikh hob dikh
Yoruba - Mo ni fe

Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away

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Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say

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I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be

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I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me

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I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love

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I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above

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So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down

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For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around

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Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long

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I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong

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I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you

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I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through

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But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt

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I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first

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Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart

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That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was at the start

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